Chapter 11

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Songs for this Chapter:

Cruel - Snakehips, ZAYN

Don't Leave - Snakehips, MØ

Cold - Maroon 5, Future

Buy Me Diamonds - Bea Miller

Drama - AJR, The Click

Chapter 11

We walk into the movie theater and I don't know what I'm suppose to do. I have never been in this situation before but Malik, on the other hand, is acting like nothing happened. I snap out of my thoughts as I see Sophia and the rest of the boys standing in line to get snacks. I silently wonder why have I allowed myself to fall into this trap. This trap that has now created an awkward situation.

"Guys, over here!", Niall says noticing us approaching them.

"You guys came together?", Harry asks, his eyes trying to mask the surprise but failing.

I don't say anything and instead smile. I'll just let him say something, anything because I can't think of anything but what almost happened. 

"Yeah... Zabludovsky always wanted to ride a motorcycle so I thought I'd just let her experience that", Malik says walking away from my side immediately.

"Blaise?", Sophia asks softly.

"Yes?", I respond quietly.

She motions for me to get closer and I do so. She puts her arm around my shoulder, playing with my hair. 

"I can tell something's wrong", she says softly and low so the boys won't hear. 

I look around for Malik. He stands next to Louis, talking in hushed voices separated from the group.

"Do you want to come to the bathroom with me? I need to fix my hair", I ask her.

"Yes, I need to retouch my lipstick", she says to me getting what I really mean.

We walk away from the group in silence. I push my hair away, still damp. 

"What's going on?", Sophia asks as we enter the bathroom.

"Things have gotten complicated, I think", I answer as I lean against a wall, making sure there's no one with us. 

"What do you mean?", she asks confused. 

"Malik went to my house, picked me up in his motorcycle. Said I told him I wanted to ride one when I was drugged or something. Wanted me to get that experience. I went. It was great, scary but great. I enjoyed every second of it. He took me out to the mountains, to this abandoned shed. It started raining as we nearly arrived. We ended up getting soaked, laughed at it. And then we- I think I like him", I whisper the last part to myself and cover my mouth like that's the worst thing I have ever said.

"What's wrong with that?", she scoffs before giving me a small smile and shaking her head, probably wondering why I'm so surprised at what I just said.

"I'm not done. We laughed and then... We almost kissed and I could feel my heart pounding so hard", I say feeling my face heat up.

"Oh, Blaise. Please tell me he didn't act like nothing afterwards", she says walking closer to me, her voice softening.

I nod my head. "Afterwards, he walked away from me and started talking about the sunset. Like nothing happened. I mean, I just, things got awkward afterwards and he even seems to be upset at me I think", I answer as she stands in front of me before she gives me a hug. 

"Aw, Blaise. I'm so sorry. Zayn's a dick sometimes I swear. I'm gonna talk to him", she says hugging me.

"What? No. No, of course not. It's better to just leave it as it is. It's my fault. This is Malik. I shouldn't be surprise", I say pulling away and turning away to look at myself in the mirror. 

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