i hate you

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Calum. Thomas . Hood. The little fucker. A massive smirk now plastered on my face.
"CALUM!" I screamed turning around jumping into his arms.
"Missed me?" He asks.
I push my lipgloss covered lips onto his slightly chapped ones. I have no control over my brain.

"I'll take that as a yes." He giggles

See the thing is. Calum, the 'bad-boy' got sent to boarding school a year ago as Joy, his mum,didn't approve of his stupid behaviour. He did all sorts, weed, alcohol, vandalism. Everything a parent doesn't want their child to be. He was just a broken record, with a girlfriend who was oblivious of what was happening. Her name was Mercury.
"Calum, you're back!" I say excitedly once again.
"Yep, and I'm back for good!"
I jump up and down full of excitement.
"MERCURY!" My head whipping round to an angry looking Luke. Shit, Luke never approved of Calum, because I was so oblivious on to what Calum was doing a year go, but Luke saw and knew that he was trouble.
"LUKE!" I should back not so angry.
"Now, why is he here?" He asks
"Luke chill out, he just got back, please just leave him." I say protecting Calum.
"No, M I'm going to protect you, he's not safe." He warns
"Yes he is, he's back and better than ever now." I say, sticking up for him
"Fine! But when he breaks your heart, don't come crying to me." Calum was the bad boy, he broke hearts including my own. I had fallen into a deep infatuation with Calum he just didn't feel the same.
"FINE!" I shout one last time and he walks away. I make sure he's out of sight before I turn back to Calum.
"Now, what did you do while I was gone?" He questions.
"Got a boyfriend, who's a shit one at that, you remember Melody right, well he's cheating on me." I ramble on
"Where is he?" Calum says angrily. Even though Calum and I forever used to argue we always, always defended each other.
"Calum leave him, I'm going to catch him out, he just doesn't know what's coming for him." I say mumbling the last part.
"Ok, M I trust you, stay safe." He kisses my forehead and all over my face until he reaches my lips.He cups his tanned hands around my layered face and presses his lips onto mine once again.
"God I've missed you." He whispers, only to me.
"Come dance!"
I grab his hand pulling him to where I left Ashton.
Before we start dancing I look around the filled room, seeing everyone but Ashton.
"He must've gone home." I say to myself.
"What?" Calum asks
"No, nothing, it's fine." I insist. He grabs my hand making me dance with him. I look at Calum taking in every little detail to him. To his dark messy hair along his ink covered arms, down his black skinny jeans to his size 9 feet.
Damn I've missed this kid.

-

"MORNING!" Someone screams. I hear a series of groans including my own, who invented alcohol?
"Come on, Gemini, get up." I recognise that voice
"Calum?"
"No, it's your mother now get up." He says sarcastically
"Ok ok, I'm up." I say not moving one bit.
"Gemini, don't make this difficult please." He says grabbing my hand and tugging at it.
"Piss off cal." I groan
"No, Gemini, I have things to do and people to fuck, now GET UP."
"Oh feisty one." I open my eyes and grab his hand.
I got up a bit to quick and my head started spinning.
"Cal, I feel sick." He leaves my side, soon comes running back in with a bucket in hand.
Fuck.Hangovers. I spit in the bucket and make my way to the kitchen. I open the medicine cupboard reaching for the paracetamol.
"That won't help." A voice said.
"Well it will for now."
"Ok, if you say so."
I go over to the fridge opening heaven. I grab the jug filled with water and pour myself a glass.
I pop the pill into my mouth and chug the water down taking the the pill with it, I repeat this process and then decide to get everyone else one as well . I go into the room before and see how many people there are. Luke, Ben,Michael,George and Linda. I return back into the kitchen pouring five glasses and pulling ten pills out of the packet laying them beside each cup. I make my way back into the lounge and shout.
"Guys get up!" I earn a couple groans from Mikey and George and a few gagging noises from Ben and Linda.
"CALUM, TWO BUCKETS PRONTO." I hear a few clangs and bangs.
"IM HERE!" Calum shouts I point and the two sick bugs and well... I think we should never drink again.

-

The house - spotless
Achievement! and we didn't even need the maids to help! We only have cleaning maids for when we have large get togethers or parties besides that we just clean the house ourselves.
Quite proud of myself, I had a bit of help with the others but we did it and now my mum and my Aunt will never know what happened.
"Good job guys." I say congratulating them
"It's the least we could do." Linda says.
"Group hug!" Calum shouts as we all hug.
"What would I do without you guys?" Bailey says.
"Fuck Melody." I mumble for only me to hear.
"What?" He asked
"Nothing." I say

-
Today's my date with Ben, it's the first date we've been on in months!
15:34
I have an hour to get ready, just enough time.
I make my way to my en suite stripping naked and turning on the hot tap. I rip the hair tie from my hair and let my dark locks go loose. I grab my toothbrush and putting a layer of toothpaste on top, I put the brush into my mouth making sure I reach every tooth. I finish up, I then step into the hot fountain of water, it cascading down my back. I grab the razor and start to shave in all the appropriate places. Am I the only one who shaves my arms? Anyway I grab the black bottle and squirt the misty liquid on the my hand, then lathering up my scalp. I then do conditioner, putting it on the ends, leaving it on for and bit then rinsing it off. I wash my body so I smell particularly nice; of coconuts.

I get out the shower wrapping my hair and covering my body. I return into my room picking out my outfit. I go to my beanie draw picking out the suitable one. As my outfit is black and white I choose my white one. My beanies my safety blanket. it covers the scars that are on my forehead. Last year I was caught in a fire at a party, it burnt my head and it has scarred me for life. The fireworks at my parties make me flinch and wince ever since. I don't have candles anymore and Linda lights the cigarettes I smoke. The cuts and burns have never gone away leaving life long scars for me to cover with my beanies. No one knows about the burns except my Mum and my Aunt, and I want to keep it that way. I don't really remember it as I was so drunk, it's really changed my life. I'm glad I didn't die.

I start to brush my knotted hair, I grab my dryer and start drying my hair, the scars do often hurt, even after a year. It's the heat. The burns are heated up they're gonna hurt right?

I finish drying it now turning on my curlers, planning to loosely curl the ends, not anything too fancy. I finish up my hair then completing my outfit with my white beanie. I then hear a knock at the door.

Talk about perfect timing.

I soon make my way down stairs glad to see the cheating arse hole.
"Hello!" I say before even fully opening the door.
"Hey, babe!" I gesture to let him in, he makes his way into my house waiting for me to close the door.
"Come in the kitchen then and I'll make tea."
"Oh, sure." And we make our way to the kitchen.
"So how you been since the party?" I ask, trying to catch the bastard out.
"Oh nothing much just been hanging out with George, he's gutted that Linda broke up with him."
"Poor sod." He's lying to my damn face. How do I know? George broke up with Linda? God I'd be a good lawyer
Silence soon fills the room, and sure is not comfortable.
I hear his phone buzz once again.
"Uh- uh sorry M but I'm going to have to go." This is my chance!
"To go see Melody?"
"No pshh, no!" he's so bad at lying
"Right, because I'm so bad at sex?" I say in a high pitched tone.
"No you're amazing baby, you always make me cum."
"Don't baby me you lying son-of-a-bitch."
"Baby, I love you not her."
"SHUT UP, STOP LYING I KNOW YOU'RE CHEATING ON ME, WITH HER, MELODY, that's pretty fucking low!" I scream, blowing my top.
"FINE, I'LL TELL YOU THE TRUTH, YOU ARE SHIT AT SEX YOU KNOW WHY BECAUSE YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING NEW, ONLY FUCKING BLOWS AND IT'S BORING!" He screams back
"WELL ATLEAST I HAVE MORALS AND IS NOT A DIRTY SKANK WHO PUTS NEW DICK IN HER MOUTH EVERY DAY!" I scream all my anger coming out at once. I get so frustrated my eyes start to well up
"Why the fuck am I crying." I mumble to myself.
"Oh, I'm sorry Mercury, I didn't mean to make you cry." He says sympathetically
"I hate you," simply say to him, "you know, I really hate you right now, I will never ever forgive you for this."
"Ok." Was all he could say.
I looked at his face as a mix of guilt and sadness was swept over his tanned face.
"Could you get out please." I say calming down slowly
"No I want to make sure you're alright."
"GET OUT!" I say slightly raising my voice.
He got the message as he got up and left. As soon as he closed the front door, anger left my body and sadness is all that ever existed. I wanted to cry. So I did and I let the tears fall.

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