Chiari's words are still running in my mind. Its been 3 days since that night at simula 'non hindi pa kami nagkikita ni Chiari. Hindi siya umuuwi and I don't know where he is. Pagkagising ko ng umagang 'yon hindi ko na siya nakita.
I called his mom but pati ang mama niya hindi alam kung nasaan siya. I was actually starting to get worried. Dinibdib niya talaga ang nangyari, even me I'm still thinking what happened that night. He just blowed out. Hindi ko alam na ganon ang nararamdaman niya. I thought it was just mere friendship.
Arrrghhh! This is what happens when love ruin it all. Nagpapasakit ng ulo at puso.
"Ma'am? Pinatawag niyo daw po ako Ma'am?"
"Yes Sallie distribute this to others. Its your payrolls-- oh my god what happened to your wrist!?"
I saw cuts if blades in her wrist. This girl is trying to kill herself!
"Ma'am.. wag niyo pong sabihin sa iba." She pleaded.
I look at her and said "Look Sallie.. if you have problems you can tell me kung mapapagaan nun ang loob mo. Don't try to kill yourself please because it won't really help you. Escaping doesn't solve problems okay? It makes them worst."
The girl looked at me. Such a pretty girl sana hindi niya maisipang magsuicide.
After Sallie left my mind came back to what I was thinking. Chiari.
Saan kaya nagsususuot ang lalaking 'yun? We are not teenagers para maghabulan.
"Mommy!"
I looked at the door amd saw Dion, Deanna and Denver along with someone I didn't expect to be here.. Nicholas.
"Hey guys what are you doing here?"
"We just wanted to visit you. We cooked for your lunch!" Sweet kids.
"Really? Did you cooked it or you helped watching?" I cuckled after asking.
"Of course not! I helped! Hmm I washed the vegetables!"
"Okay.. okay I believe you honey." I said and then kiss Dion's cheeks.
I looked at Nicholas who was still standing in front of me. He still look handsome and I don't know if this word is compatible for boys but he is... blooming? I mean just like girls after sex, he is actually glowing?? Maybe he had sed before coming here. Tsk.
"Can I talk to you for a minute?"
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Nicholas and I are here in the rooftop, still staring at nowhere. I still have no idea what we will going to talk about.
"Nicholas.. umm what do you wanna talk about?" I asked.
He smiled.
Charming.
"I.. I don't know how to say this."
He cuckled.
Handsome.
I'm just here staring at the human, God created for women to adore.
"What is it? Just say it. I won't judge." I said for him to be assured I won't do silly things.
He looked at me in the eyes.
Perfect.
God created his features perfectly and I'm actually trying not to get jealous cause why the fuck is he so breathtakingly gorgeous?
"Ugh.. I brought a land.. with a house." he said slowly.
"Uh-huh" I said while nodding.
