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Chapter 35

'Song - I Hate Love - Nightcore (Switching Vocals)'

Jane POV 

We all race up the stairs and into Christian's room. He lays still and unmoving upon his bed. The massive hole in his stomach is bleeding immensely. The smell is so strong I can smell it through the entire room. He's tremendously pale and his cheeks are sunken in. His breathing is labored, almost like he's having a hard time taking in air.

My mum was the first to rush to his side and take his hand into hers. I slowly stepped forward with watery eyes. I hate seeing him like this. He's not himself. He's not the fun and lovable boy that I grew up with. Not the boy that makes bad jokes and laughs and basically nothing. Not the boy that I'm looking right now. My eyes move up at the sound of my name being called. Kathy's dad's face looks grim and upset.

"He's not going to make it. He lost too much blood." He spoke out making my mum to break down into a fit of sobs. This can't be happening. I can't lose my baby brother after I finally come back after all these years. I can't do this. I feel like my world is slowly falling apart around me.

A small hand placed on my back pulled me out of my head and look over my shoulder to see Paul standing there with tears in his eyes. "What-What if Jane....changes him?" I wipe around glare daggers at him. How dare he even think that and that I would like that for him? Mum would never forgive me for doing that to him and the same goes for Christian too. "No. I am not doing that to him. He deserves a life and to grow old and have a family that won't die off." I state with so much hate. Hate because I know that I will never get my life back.

"I know that Jane, but just face it. He's going to die if we don't do something. There isn't any other with Kathy's parents can do and the only other way to save his life is if you turn him." Paul shouts back. His voice breaking with plead. Looking back to Christian, thinking of the most hardest decision of my life. "Jane." I soft voice whispers. Turning my head toward the sound, my eyes lock with my mother's. With tears in her eyes and streaming down her cheeks and a soft smile, she nods at me.

No I can't. I can't do this to him. He would hate me forever. I strong and firm hand grips my shoulder. Papa's eyes water and a warm but sad smile cover his lips. With a hesitant nod, I walk up to the bed and lean over Christian's unconscious body. A tear slips out of my eye and rolls down my cheek. "Please don't hate me." I whisper to him.

Gently gripping his head and moving it to the side, I stare straight at his slightly tanned skin. I could see his veins course though his neck. I force my fangs out and easily sink my teeth into his neck. I could feel his blood flow into my mouth and down my throat. So sweet and delicious.  After I took a little bit of his blood, I begin to release my venom into his bloodstream.

It took under about three mintues to finish releasing all my venom into him. I pulled back and sat down in a chair beside his bed. I picked up his hand held it with a firm but gentle grip. I'm so sorry, Christian. I really hope that you hate me for this. It's going to be awhile before the venom kicks in and he wakes up. I look up to my family and release a sigh. "He's going to need human blood to complete the transition or he will die. Do you think any of you can donate him some blood." I ask and watch as they look at each other in hesitantion before Kathy's dad speaks up.

"I can take some blood from one of you so he doesn't hate to bite any of you." With that they calm down and Paul shoots up from his seat and pulls his sleeve up and sticks out his arm to him. While that is happening, I leave the room and make my way down the hall and into my room. How could I not sense that there was an inturder in the house? If I did then Christian wouldn't have given up his life. Walking into the room, I close the door behind me and sit on the bed. Setting my elbows on my knees, I place my face in my hands and a heavy sigh leaves my lips.

The sound of the door creaking filled the room. Pulling my face from my hands, I look up to see Kathy standing there with a sad smile. "You okay, Babe?" She questioned. Another sigh leaves me as I shake my head. "No." Was all I said. She pulled herself from the door and closed the door and sat on the bed beside me. She pulled me into her arms and rubbed my back to calm me. "He's going to hate me. I shouldn't have made the choice to take the life he could've had. It was his choice and now he can never go back." I said.

The was a long silence before Kathy says something. "He's not going to hate you. He might be mad that you made this decision without him, but he will thank you when he sees that he could've die. It's not your fault." I sigh once again and slowly nod. "I hope you're right." I whisper out. After a little five mintues, Kathy's slim fingers slipped under my chin and lifted my head to her. A smirk played on her lips as her eyes filled with lust.

Oh god, the look on her face is just so hot. I lean in and place my lips against her in a sweet kiss. Not long after did the kiss get heated and hot. Her armwrapped around my neck and grabbed a fistfull of my hair as she gently tugs on the strands. My left hand grips her hot, cruvy hip while my right hand trailed down to her ass and squeezed her cheek, which in turn made a throat moan leave her mouth and into mine.

She's got the most squeezable and bitable bubble butt I have ever seen. If this goes on any farther, we might just end up mating right here with my parents, brother, and my transitioning vampire brother in the room next to me. I pull back from her and hold her face in my hands. Her breaths are coming out in pants. Her face is flustered as her eyes are half-lidded with a lustful look. Her mouth is parted and lips are swollen. I just want to devour her.  I push a strand of her hair out of her face as her eyes close shut.

"Sweetheart, we have to stop." I breath out, trying to calm and control myself. Kathy grabs my hands and pulls them down her body and back on her hips. I bite my lips to keep from groaning. She crawls into my lap and stuffs her face into my neck. I went to speak only for a moan to leave my mouth. Oh fuck! She slowly began to grind her hips into mine as she kissed, sucked, licked, and bite at my neck and collar bone.

I roll my head back as she attacked my neck with her delectable lips. I tried to catch my breath to stop myself from throwing her on the bed and just take her. "Kathy-Ahh~" This is going to be a lot harder than I thought. "B-baby, we-e ha-ve to stop-p." I finally got out. I could feel her hands fist my shirt in her hands. "Why?" She whispered. I rolled my eyes. She knows why, she just doesn't what to stop but we have to.

As I go to tell her why, there is a knock at my door. Kathy quickly pulls her face out from my neck and fits her clothes. I qickly do the same before getting up from the bed and walking the the door. When I open the door, my mum is standing there with sad eyes and immedently my guilt and pain comes back. "Um...I wanted to say that I was out of line with what I said before. I'm sorry. I know that it was a hard decision to make but now my boy will live. And hey, he won't be alone. He will have you, right?" Mum mumbles. She looks scared and nervous as she fidgets with her hands and the end of her shirt.

I give her a smile and nod. "Yes, he will have me." I reasure her and by the looks of it, she looks so much more relieved. She smiles as she tells me that Christian's waking up and I should be there to tell him and help with the whole vampire thing. I nod to her and look back at Kathy. She gives me reasuring smile and follows me out of the room and down to Christian's. God, I'm so scared. I just hope for the best.