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Chapter 6

Jane POV

What did I do? I'm an awful sister. I should've control myself. It's all my fault. I enter my room with two glasses. One sugar water and regular water. Kathy helped him sit up while I hand him a glass.

As Christian drank his water I motioned Kathy into the hall.

"Why did you let me harm him?!" I whisper yell. I didn't want to harm anyone. So why did Kathy have Christian do that? "You were starving, you needed to feed or you would've died." She said with a serious look.

"How....how would you know?" I said my voice coming out in cracks. She sighed and looked around and then back to me. "Because I'm a werewolf, Jane." She said in the most honest and calm way I have ever heard from her.

Kathy's a werewolf? Why didn't she tell me this before when I told her about me? Does she not trust me? "Jane stop." My eyes snap to hers.

"What do you mean?" "I know that look, you're questioning us, aren't you?" I look down at my feet and I hear her sigh again. "Jane the reason I didn't tell you before is because you weren't ready, or stable with all that is going on. And before that, when you were still human, I didn't tell you because you wouldn't have believed me."

"I'm sorry for freaking out, but did you tell Christian about us?" I asked. Will I have to feed from him all the time?

"Yes, but only you at that time. I told him that I wasn't human and that I would tell him more later. But he promised to keep it a secret." I nodded and smiled a little that a least someone in my family knows and has my back.

"Do I have to feed from him from now on?" I asked, scared by the answer. "Yes but only until you find your mate." "Wait I have a mate?" I'm in shock that I have a mate. I understand that Kathy would have a mate, but me? "Yes, everyone has their destined one but it's very hard for a human to find theirs, but when you're a supernatural its a lot easier." My jaw hung open at her explanation. So everyone has their special someone.

As we stood there, we heard the front door open and close. I knew Mum and Paul are home by the sound of him running into the living room yelling Black OPS.

Kathy pulled me into my room and out of sight. Christian looked over at us and smiled. He was looking a lot more better than before, which is good.

"Hey Christian." I say shyly with a little wave. His smile widens at me making me feel even more guilty. I looked down at the ground not wanting to meet his gaze.

I felt pressure on my shoulder, I looked up at Kathy. She had a sad smile on her face then she started. "Christian, you are going to have to let Jane feed from you until she finds her mate, is that ok?"

I snapped my head to Christian to see his reaction at her straight forwardness. He looked down and shrugged. I knew he wouldn't want to. I mean who would want to be food for a monster.

I looked back to Kathy, "Do you think I can just feed from an animal?" She looked at me with sad eyes and nodded her head.

I turn to walk out of the room but stopped. Without turning around I said "don't worry Christian, I'll never hurt you anymore. I understand that you don't want to be food for a monster like me. I wouldn't either." And with that I walked out of the room.

I walked down the stairs and through the living room. Paul sat at the tv playing video games and Mum was in the kitchen. I kissed Paul on the head and I walked into the kitchen, leaving my brother in shock at my action of affection.

Mum was making dinner at the stove as I walked in. I walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist and kisses her cheek. I then walked off leaving her in the same state as Paul. I walked out of the house and onto the sidewalk.

The sun was just setting over the horizon. I breathed in the night air and started to walk. I was a few blocks away from my home when I turned on my heel and looked at my house.

It looked so warm and loved. I smiled at all the memories from when I was younger. My smile slowly faded when I thought about that night. When everything changed.

Why did this happen to me? I kept thinking that as long as I'm in that house with the people I love I'm going to hurt them. And I don't want that. I lowered my head and turned back around and continued to walk.

I'm sorry Mum. I'm sorry Papa. I'm sorry Christian and Paul. I'm sorry Kathy. I don't want you hurt because I can't control myself.

I'm a monster.

I love you all.

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"Sorry this is a short chapter and things get you know sad but it's all apart of the story. I'm also sorry if my writing isn't that good. If you have questions please comment where you have that question but that's all for now. See you next update!"

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