Chapter Fifteen

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'Friends?' He repeated the word with a frown. I nodded, feeling miserable because of it. 'Yes.'
My eyes met his bravely, 'I want to hang out with you again Noah.' That was technically true, but I wanted it for the wrong reasons. It was because of how he could make me feel, he could let me forget everything: the breakup with Adam, the addiction Alec probably had again and even Jay.

No he can't make me forget Jay, no one can...

'Really?' Noah's voice was quiet but in a way that I knew he was on the edge of his fury. 'Than tell me why I have this feeling, that you're lying to me.' He asked with suspicion. 'Because I can't handle that Reighley, not from you.' He took a deep breath and when he spoke again, his voice was calm. 

'I don't want to be friends with you Reighley, not because I don't like you, in the contrary.' He enclosed the distance between us, 'it's that I like you too much.' His scent lingered the air and it made me light headed. God, why did he smell so good? 

'But I'm a horrible person.' I whispered softly, pretty aware of how close his lips were. I tried to look away, but couldn't. 

His beautiful smile, his icy-blue eyes glimmering in the dark, I cursed every god because of how attractive he was. I took a step away but he followed. His stride was longer than mine and I felt the heat of his body, his hands circling my waist. 

I couldn't let him do this, and yet I found myself hypnotized by him. I was growing hotter and hotter by the second, all because of him, touching me... My skin was prickling and he filled my soul with stars again, making me float in his arms. 

'I want you Reighley King, I wanted you the moment I laid eyes on you.' His lips grazed my neck and I moaned. He was so warm, so strong, so seductive and sexy. God, I wanted this just as badly as he wanted it. I wanted him to touch me, to feel more of me, to ravish my flesh with his mouth. He made me think things, want things like this. And at this moment, I wanted to be his.

But he let me go, and pushed me away.

'But I guess I can't have you', he whispered, 'not when your feeling aren't the same.' 

'I should go...' Those three words took every ounce of courage I had. I didn't want to leave, I didn't really want to go. But I had to, I couldn't stay with him any second longer. He was my fairytale, my prince charming and he deserved something better. But he pulled me closer so I was trapped against his hard chest. I could feel his heartbeat and he could probably feel mine.

'You look like an innocent girl, a fragile angel even. But then I look into your eyes and see something entirely different...' He pressed his forehead against mine, 'I know which game you're playing Miss Flirty.' I pulled away, taking a step back. 'I don't know what you're talking about.' I said in a soft voice. Yeah right, you know damn well that's a lie! 

'So you really want to tell me you don't have a clue of what you're doing?' There was humor in his voice when he spoke, he didn't believe anything of it. 'Maybe you should stop trying to be the same person you were, and start being the person you want to be.'

'I can't okay!' My voice came in a hiss, loud and sharp. I tried to hide the stinging tears, but they kept falling and I was sure he saw. 'I'm scared...' 

I was weak, pathetic even. 'I came here to fall in love again, to get over my ex-boyfriend. But he shattered my heart in too many pieces... I'm afraid to let it in Noah, I don't know if I ever can.' 

I couldn't open my heart, not yet, I wasn't ready for it. That's why I wanted us to be friends, because I didn't want to hurt him like Adam has hurt me. 'I don't even know why I'm telling you this.' I felt so embarrassed because of the way I'd behaved towards him. 'I'm sorry.'

'No.' He said, 'don't be, it's understandable that you feel like that. Don't force yourself to be strong, because you already are Reighley.' With his words, he destroyed the last pieces of the wall that I'd built around my heart to protect myself. He touched my skin, making everything around me fade away. 

'Reighley...' He whispered and my heartbeats multiplied to a dangerous rate. 'I want you to know that I would never do that to you, do you understand?' His hand caressed my hair and I nodded, 'I do.'

But a small part of me hesitated, could I believe him? Adam once promised me the exact same thing, and look how things turned out. He broke my heart and I would never be the same person again. Through him, something changed inside me, and not in a good way. He made this awful person of me that couldn't trust anyone anymore. He made me fear my feelings, afraid of falling in love. 

'Forget about him Reighley.' Noah's voice took me out of my trance, 'he didn't deserve you.'

God... Noah gives me the feelsss!!! He's so sweet, sexy and hot, I would know it if I were Reighley *wink-wink* hihihi :D  OKAY A QUESTION: TEAM NOAH OR TEAM JAY? Let me know what you're thinking right now and don't forget to share this chapter on the socials (twitter/facebook/insta) and please vote/comment/follow/ad it to your library, etc.. XOXO

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