P.S I love you #Wattys2017

Chapter Fourteen

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My hair is perfectly curled, just like Abby did with her own hair. I experimented with make-up before, but Abby had shaken her head at me when she'd seen me though. It was "too light", so she had done everything over till it was perfect. The darker make-up made my grey-blue eyes stand out more, and the shade of red lipstick she'd used on my lips matched the color of my dress. 

I pulled the short dress I was wearing down, since it kept creeping up, making me uncomfortable. Tell me again, why am I wearing this dress? I studied the people who were dancing barefoot on the sand. Abby swung her hips in a sexy way on the rhythm of the music from the small band that was playing besides the big campfire. 

I took a sip from the liquid in my red plastic cup and swallowed it quickly before I would spit it out again. It burned slightly and tasted awful, god knows what I was drinking. I wanted to be like the rest of the people, who were clearly enjoying themselves, getting drunk and dancing without a care in the world. I envied them because they looked so carefree and reckless. 

I was never a person who drank alcohol on parties, most of the time I was pretty satisfied with my non-alcoholic cocktails or beers they had served in my hometown. A lot of the teens I grew up with, were religious and didn't drink at all. People never bullied each other because of it, so it wasn't a big deal when you said you didn't like alcohol. But here it was a little bit different... 

'Reighley?' Noah sounded surprised to see me. Next to him stood a girl, who was obviously flirting with him and I couldn't help the stab of jealousy I felt. The girl put her hand on his arm and leaned closer to him while she watched me with suspicion. 'What are you doing here?' I shrug and gesture to Abby, who was dancing with a shirtless boy now. 'Abby invited me.' I started giggling while there wasn't anything funny at all, maybe it was because of the nerves? 'Are you drunk?' he asks, looking disappointed. 'N-no...' That wasn't really convincing, 'okay maybe a little.' I admit to him.

But that was the whole point of a party like this, wasn't it? The second my eyes land on him again, I feel a shiver go right through my body. There was something about him, and not only the fact that he was sweet and amazing hot. 'Are you all right?' First he is disappointed, now he is worried... Gosh, it's hard to keep up with him.

'Come on Noah, you promised me we should dance together.' The pretty girl tries to pull him away from him, but it doesn't seems to work at all. It makes me smile for all the wrong reasons.
I'm such a mean girl when I'm drunk. 'Later okay? I promise.' She's so not amused with his answer, but listens to him anyway and starts walking away from us so we have some privacy.

'She l-l-looks nice', I slur while I wrap my arm around him and lean my head on his shoulder. 'I missed you Noah. I r-really missed you.' I giggle again. God being drunk is awesome! I feel like I can do whatever I want, whenever I want. He stiffens but doesn't push me away from him. I saw that as a good sign. He doesn't answer so I look at him, 'come on Noah, I know you missed me too.' When did I become so brave? I almost couldn't believe that I actually said what I was thinking. 'Maybe it's time for you to drink some water, you need to sober up before you get sick.'

I manage to follow him to the food truck without stumbling. It was pretty dark so he quickly put on the little lanterns, he smiled when he saw my astonished look. 'I changed a few things, do you like it?' The last time that I was here, it already was beautiful, but now... It was breathtaking. 'As if we are in a fairytale.' I really loved it, a lot.  

'Here', he hands me over a glass of water and I gratefully take it from him. 'Thank you', I say after I've taken a gulp of it. 'So you really missed me?' He asks while he leans against the truck.
I smile because of his question, I knew he would begin about that. We looked at each other without saying something. He waited for me to explain things and I didn't want to ruin this peaceful moment. It was perfect like this.

'Miss Flirty and Mister Charm, back together again...' I whisper while I slowly walk towards him. Noah was all I had wanted, all I want I mean. He is the kind of boy girls dream about, a hot surfdude with a hypnotizing smile that makes your heart flutter. And besides that, he was nice and sweet. He wouldn't break me or shatter me into a thousand pieces like Adam had done. And he's not an arrogant bastard that fucks around with every girl. He's nothing like Jay. 

But did I want that? Did I want Noah in that way? My cheeks were burning and my mind was aware of the feeling of his hand entangled with mine. For a second, his thumb brushed over my soft skin and I felt the wall I had built in the past days crash around me. 'I've missed you too.' Noah muttered under his breath, so softly that I could easily mistook it for a sigh. He smiled and I felt myself falling for him. My hand wanted to reach out and touch him, pull him closer to me.

I want this so badly... I've missed this feeling...

'Say something, please.' Noah said, after minutes of silence. 'I don't know what to say.' I heard him exhale, 'just tell me what you want?' That was the question I asked myself every day, but the truth was: I didn't know. Maybe Jay was right, maybe I was the one who played a sick little game. With him and now with Noah. It wasn't like I did it on purpose, it just happened. 

And I did the most awful thing there was, I kept him on leash, 'I want us to be friends again.'
Friends... Yeah right, as if we could be just that...

I think every girl can me a mean girl, even the sweetest, innocent ones. Because no one is perfect and we all have our flaws. Let me know what you thought are about this chapter and don't forget to share it on social media/tweet about it/comment/vote and follow! Thanx guys, XOXO