"I always thought Adam was my true love - that he was the only person that could make me feel alive. So when he broke up with me, my world fell apart and my heart shattered into a thousand pieces. I was lost without him.
He was the one that had...
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My heart was racing in my chest: I couldn't believe what I had done, what he had done.
He kissed me... And I slapped him...
I was still looking at his lips, my hormones battling with my inner-voice that told me to step away from him. The thing was, I couldn't.
Before I know what I'm doing, I crash my lips against his, catching him totally off guard. I feel his sharp intake of breath and have no idea what I am doing, but I can't stop. I want this so badly. My entire body feels like it's been ignited. He brings his hand to my face, cupping my flushed cheeks before both his hands go back to my hips again.
'Reighley...' He breaths and plants a small kiss on my lips. I lost myself in his kiss, in his body and grabbed his shoulders, pressing him into me with both hands. 'No control. I have no control with you.' He said with a growl, staring at me. In an instant, his mouth was back on mine and I nipped at his lips, chased his tong and touched every part of him I could. I yanked his shirt out from his jeans, wanting, needing to feel those abs I dreamt about. I reached out and hugged his lower back, feeling the dimples from the muscles there as he kissed my throat. I moaned, I couldn't help myself, it just felt so good, so right.
'Fuck Reighley', he whispered, pushing me harder against his car. My mind is no longer in charge, the sensation has taken every fiber of me. Jay pulls me by my hips closer to him, his skin hot and his chest moving up and down heavily from his rapid breathing. His teeth graze my collarbone and I moan again when the feeling shoots down through my whole body.
I have never kissed anyone like this, not even Adam. Adam. My shattered heart. The breakup.
'Jay, stop...' My voice isn't recognizable anymore, it sounds low and husky. But he doesn't stop.
'Jay!' I look into his eyes, they are much darker and filled with a wild lust. It was just like he said, he had no control over it. I could feel his hardness pushing against me and his lips fell upon mine again, but this time, the kiss was even more frantic. It felt so urgent, anxious and frenzied with emotion. As if he was scared I would disappear into thin air if he let me go.
I didn't struggle against his wild kiss and I would have lied if I said I didn't want this. But he went too far and I had to stop him. 'Jay, please', I beg softly. And instead of pushing him away, I pulled him closer to my body. I hugged him, threw my arms around him and kissed him in his neck. 'I want this, I want you.' I whisper in his ear, 'but not too fast, not like this.' He gazed at me with what seemed to be pure, carnal lust in his eyes.
'Reighley', he half growled again, slowly letting me go. 'I'm sorry...' I could feel his warm breath against my face. He smelt like peppermint. Neither of us said anything for a few minutes, we just stood there, staring at each other. 'I shouldn't have done that.' The softness in his eyes slowly disappears and he takes a step back.
My heart feels like it will explode any second, what just happened? Everything is so confusing, Jay, Noah, Adam... 'I shouldn't have kissed you.'
His words hurt my feelings and I feel tears burning in my eyes. Why did I feel like this? What had he done with me? 'Can we not make a big deal of it?' He asks and I feel humiliated. He was the one that came to the party to find me, he was the one that kissed me first and now he said something like this? 'You arrogant piece of shit!'
To my surprise, Jay didn't seem offended by my assault at all. Instead, he smiled. 'I fucking hate you!' I yelled and tried to walk away, but he was much faster than I was. He grabbed me by my waist and pulled me back. 'Don't make me slap you again.' I warned him in a low voice, he wasn't impressed by it.
'Try and you'll see what happens.' So I rose my hand to slap him again, but he knew I was about to attack him again, so he took hold of my wrist and pinned them on either side of my hand. I felt his body pressed tightly against mine, pushing me hard into the hood of his car. 'What kind of game are you playing with me!' I scowled at him and he grinned. 'The same game you're playing with me.'
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