"I always thought Adam was my true love - that he was the only person that could make me feel alive. So when he broke up with me, my world fell apart and my heart shattered into a thousand pieces. I was lost without him.
He was the one that had...
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I want to cry. I feel the tears prick in my eyes and turn around to wipe them away before he notices. 'You know nothing about me!' He growls at me in anger. 'And how could you know, you never gave me a chance and just assumed the worst.' I glare at him and he glares right back, 'that I'm "famous" doesn't mean I'm such a different person than you. As if you're so perfect and innocent.' He says and my mouth falls open.
'What could I've possibly done to you!' I yell and he balls his fists. 'You say that I'm the one who's playing with you, while it's obviously the other way around.' How did he dare to assume that, he really was an arrogant prick! 'You're unbelievable', I tell him and start walking away. 'Where are you going?' He ask.
'I'm going to the bus stop so I can go back to Alec's house. I'm done trying to be friends with you.' He follows after me, 'it's too late to take the bus alone.' 'As if you care!' I laugh, I really want him to shut the fuck up. I reach the front door of the mansion and open it. 'Reighley.' He says so soft that I almost can't hear it. His face is unreadable when I turn around. Suddenly the room starts spinning and I have to grab his arm to keep myself standing. I don't feel very well...
He gives me a worried look. 'You okay? Why don't you sit down for a few minutes.' I nod, why am I feeling so nauseous? 'Did you drink something at the party?' He wants to know, but I shake my head immediately. 'It's probably because I didn't sleep very well these past days.'
I sigh and pick at a small fray on my jeans. 'I'm sorry about what I said, I didn't mean it like that.' I stutter and he stays silent for a while. 'Yeah you did Reighley, but I don't blame you for it. There're a lot of rumors about me and most of them aren't very friendly.' I want to argue with that, but don't know what to say. 'And it's true that I want to fuck you, just so you know.' Just when I think we can get along, he says something like that. 'What the hell did you just say?' He smirks, 'you heard me.'
'You're such an asshole Jay!' I stand up, thankfully feeling a little bit better now. 'Let's just find Alec so I never have to see you again.' I snap at him, meaning every word of it. He really makes my blood boil. 'That's fine by me.' His voice is thick with an emotion I can't register.
We go outside, where an impressive crowd is dancing on loud music. At least I don't have to speak to Jay anymore... He touches my shoulder to get my attention and points at the stage, he probably thinks Alec will be there. We push our way through the amazing garden that's filled with color. It looked like it was some sort of theme party and we weren't dressed for it.
Some people gathered at the front, in a line that must have been there a long time. I feel guilty, knowing that Jay and I were about to cut the line. I see people pointing at Jay with wowed eyes. Some of them had their phones out, ready to make pictures of him. What would they think when they saw me with him? That I was a famous person too? When the paparazzi spotted us, they gone wild, making as much pictures as they could. A picture of Jay Steele with an unknown blonde-haired girl would probably fetch a couple thousand dollars. I look at Jay and see him smiling, he was no stranger to this kind of media attention.
'Just see it as an act', he leans closer and kisses my cheek. I swallow nervously and see how securities were keeping the photographers back. They were screaming and yelling questions at him about my identity.
It was terrifying to see all the flashing cameras pointing at us. Fortunately the porter directly let us through, he even stammered an apology because of the fuss. We went inside and I could finally breathe again, the famous lifestyle wasn't made for me I guess.
A handsome man in a fine suit, walked towards us, giving us a polite smile. When his attention diverts to me for a moment, I feel Jay's arm tighten around me. He pulled me closer against his body and spoke up to the man.
'It has been a long time that I saw you at a party like this.' I hated the arrogance on his face. The man wasn't impressed by it, 'I could say the same thing about you Jay, and who is the lovely girl you brought with you?' He waited for Jay to reply, his lips curled up in a smirk. 'I warn you Dax...' Jay said in a deep and threatening voice, 'don't mess with me.'
The man simply shrugs, gives me another smile and walks away. I frown, what was that about? But before I could ask, Jay pulled me further inside the VIP lounge. The space was entirely made of glass and eyed enchanted. Tiny chandeliers the size of small lamps, hung from the high ceilings, which created an illusion that made the chandeliers resemble stars in the sky. I wondered if they had build it especially for this party.
'Can I offer a glass of campaign, mister Steele and miss...?' the waiter didn't finished his sentence. 'Miss King, and yes please.' I feel his thumb tracing circles at my side and small shivers jolted down my spine.
Why was he still touching me and why did I allow him? Hadn't I been clear? God damn Reighley, control yourself! He probably does this with every girl he wants to fuck, literally. My cheeks feel warm from a faint blush and I have to bite my lip to stop myself from smiling.
'Reighley?' I hear a familiar voice ask. We both turn around and look at Alec, who's sitting on a pricey looking couch. He was surrounded by half-naked girls, one of them even lay on top of him, kissing him in his neck. He looked kind of shocked, 'what are you guys doing here?' I couldn't believe what I saw...
I had seen him like this before, with the exact same glassy eyes. It made me want to scream. 'Reighley...' But Jay didn't even had to tell me, I already knew. Alec was under the influence of some kind of drug. After all those "clean" years, he was probably addicted again. I just couldn't understand why. Was it because he was bored? Because nothing was special anymore when you could have it all? When you were famous and rich like he was? Was this the reason he went to this party.
'Living this life isn't easy', I heard Jay say somewhere on the background. I didn't listen to him anymore. All I could see was how my brother destroyed his own life. 'This can't be happening again...' I whispered so softly no one could hear.
No, no, no! Alec can't be an addict! OMG *shocked face* And what about the tension between Jay and Reighley? Looks like they bring out the worst in each other (or is it the best?) Tell me what you guys think about this chapter and don't forget to vote/follow/comment! XOXO
