Lifted // Klance

Chapter twenty two

** Warning: SMUT CHAPTER **

I took his hand and moved it down my body. "Are you sure?" He hesitated. "Not that i'm afraid of breaking you but... just wanted to make sure you were okay with it."

"I'm sure" I say confidently. Even though I was a bit afraid. Sex hurts. I knew it was a love action... but the first time it happened to me, it didn't feel good at all. It traumatized me. But I knew I couldn't live being afraid of sex for the rest of my life. Maybe if I did it with Lance, i'll see the romantic side of it.

He pulls off his shirt and tosses it to the clean untouched bed besides us. My fingers traced his abs. I forgot he was a hardworking guy for a while. "I don't have a condom though..." he sighs.

"A what?"

"Its this thing i'm suppose to put on my erm... penis. I think it'll hurt less with it" he says blushing. Cringe...

"We don't need it. It's fine" I lied. Okay maybe we do, but it'll be awkward asking the hotel if they had any condoms right? Especially after they heard us having a huge fight a few hours ago. Forget that. He hesitates for a moment but proceeds on pulling down my pants slowly, dropping it on the floor. I was only in my boxers then. Exposed, ew... I feel exposed. "Can you pull the sheets over us?" I blushed.

"Why?"

"It feels too open..." I admit.

He grabs the sheet and pull it over us as I wished. Lance undoes his jeans. I listened to the zipper go down and I stared at his bulge. Lance doesn't take down his pants all the way, only up to his knees, his legs between mine. The roughness of his jeans touched my bare skin. "Ready to get penetrated?"

"Please don't say it like that."

"Okay sorry babe.." he laughs a bit. I shut my eyes as he pulled down his boxers and moved mine to the side, pulling out my penis. Too much... yikes its already getting to much. He lifts my legs a little, spitting on his hand. "Huh? What are you doing?" I open my eyes curiously and looked down. Huge mistake... huge mistake... huge... dick? Oh no.

"It'll be our 'lube'" he explains. I don't know much about sexual intercourse. I'm homeschooled, Jess and Noah never taught me these things. But they mentioned rape and stuff, and just told me to stay away from it. I'm bad... so bad.

"That's disgusting..." I grimaced.

"It's normal. Sex will always be... kind of disgusting. It's just how it is, Keith" he sighed. "Ready?" I nodded.

He slowly inserts his penis inside me and I bit my bottom lip. I squirmed around a little, hoping it wouldn't hurt as much. I was a bit... tight.

"You're not even horny" he speaks.

"How can you tell?"

"You don't have a boner... and you're really... dry.." he says. Okay, maybe he's right. But I want to have sex with him.

"Make me horny then."

"Keith, why do you want to do this right now if you're not even feeling it..." he frowns.

"Just fuck me please."