I Love You Too Much to Let Go || ksj [COMPLETED]

Chapter 2

SeokJin's POV

Ugh... My head hurts.
Everything is spinning... Did manager Sejin bring us all home..?
My members.. I want to see them, but i cant move. I dont want to.

Hyung... Seok Jung Hyung.. my head hurts..
Im lying down but Im still tired...
I want someone to lay o--
My thoughts got cut off when I heard a loud laugh.
I left my room and saw everyone, including our manager, eating together.
Why? Why didnt they call me? We were all drunk. I shouldnt be the only one with this terrible hangover..!
I was starting to get annoyed.
"ya!" I shouted. They all looked at me. Cr*p.. Now i have to look almighty, I cant show them im in pain. Lots of pain. Ive been disrespectful towards our manager, too. "What're you doing? Why didnt you wake me up?...Dont you have hangovers?"
I said, trying not to show that my head hurt terribly. I didnt want to ask about the hangovers... But im curious. "Oh, Hyung! Manager has treated our hangovers. We just started having breakfast, come on!" Namjoon gestured for me to come sit with them.
'Just started eating' my a*s. I knew ive been hearing people laugh and talk since the moment i woke up but i tried not to make a big deal out of it and stayed in bed for a long time because of my headache. Plus, there's already dirty dishes in the sink! It's impossible that we left those there last night! how could he lie? "Jin Hyung, Sorry! Manager said, as the eldest, you can manage your hangover easily. And by the looks of it, maybe manager is right haha, Hyung is strong" Jungkook smiled.
Now I wish i didnt try to look cool. Do i look like im handling it good? My head hurts like hell but I chose to act like its nothing. I cant keep the act up.
I didnt ask to be the eldest..! And even if I am, how can you assume I can endure more than those younger than me? Im human too! Of all the people, manager just had to be the one that suggested i can handle it!
"Why..? Yoongi..??" I frusteratedly pointed at him. Yoongi is second eldest! Why'd he get treated? "Yoongi's was only minor, but he was hungry so here he is, eating." Manager answered. Im defeated once again. What can I do?
I guess ill just eat.
I miss being the younger brother.