I Love You Too Much to Let Go || ksj [COMPLETED]

Chapter 46

SeokJin's POV

I could hear the faint footsteps of JK, Jimin and Tae from my room even though they were on their tiptoes. I sat on my bed and thought about what Tae said.
Maybe its my fault.. Because Ive been distancing myself from them. Yes, I guess it is. Its my fault again. But who am I to be dramatic about that, Its true. I really am the one that brought this upon myself.

I started getting lonely while I spent almost an hour just sitting there. I decided to call KyungSoo. "Hello?" He said through the phone with a sleepy voice. "Hey.. I just wanted to talk with you.. Or someone," I laughed. "Oh, haha, then lets talk. I was just about to fall asleep anyway." "I see.. What were you doing to just be about to sleep at this hour?" I asked. ".. I should be the one asking you that. Whats up?"
"..."
I was thinking about what I want to tell him. Again, with this feeling, I dont want to paint a bad picture of my members for him. "Well.. You see, I... Well, I got home late and Im still not sleepy so I started getting lonely, everyone is already sleeping in here." "Oh? Well--" He got caught off by his members laughter. They sounded like they were having fun.. And I shouldnt interrupt them by occupying KyungSoo's time. "Wait, just a sec, I just have to-" "No, its okay. Goodnight, KyungSoo," "..Ok, then. Goodnight, Jin." Then he hung up.
They must be having a good time..

After another long while of sitting here, I suddenly felt tears roll down my face.

(A/N: tears roll down my faceu.)