I Love You Too Much to Let Go || ksj [COMPLETED]

Chapter 57

SeokJin's POV

After I left Bang PDnims office, I stayed outside for a while.
Because I didnt want to be home while theyre calling with PDnim. He said he wont tell them much, except for the fact that I threatened to quit.

When I got home at the usual time I do, which is very late, strangely, they were all still awake, waiting for me. "Hyung, we--" Namjoon was just about to speak, but I walked pass them and headed straight for my room. I dont want to hear what they have to say. Just like how theyre always uninterested in what I want to say.
I walked out of my room again in my coat and carrying my backpack, "Me and PDnim talked, and Ill be staying in another nearby place for a while. Ill still be attending some practice sessions, but only for important times like before a performance or for a new song." And just like that, I left.

No, actually I didnt leave yet. I sat in front of the door and cried really, really hard.
Why was I acting so tough? As if im trying to make them feel like they shoudnt mess with me again? Im actually very weak. I cant leave them, I dont want to leave them, even if Ill just be temporarily in a different dorm. Im afraid to go there, I feel like Ill immediately get lonely. I stayed there almost the entire night and cried leaning on the door, feeling like theyre so distant.