I Love You Too Much to Let Go || ksj [COMPLETED]

Chapter 12

When we woke up, SeokJung Hyung has already gotten ready and left before we even started. In the morning, I felt thirsty so I went downstairs and luckily for me, Kookie's juice was still there.

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After we got ready we immediately left to get to the practice room.

We needed to practice Spring day for an upcoming performance this week.
But when we started singing...
"Jin Hyung!" NamJoon shouted.
"Aigoo, this is the third time," Hoseok added. "Im sorry, Im really sorry," I said as I looked down. I had eaten too much sweet and cold stuff, My voice is scratchy.
What does it matter if I sing with a scratchy voice in at least just one performance? I barely have any lines anyway.

Finally its break again, but I dont wanna go near my members. I feel like theyre still angry with me. After all, were having a late break right now because we had to repeat practice over and over because of my voice.
I shouldve noticed sooner..
I was already coughing last night.
I guess thats why my throat was dry this morning and I immediately craved some drinks. Im so dumb.. I even drank the juice with ice. I even still have an entire box of chocolates left, I dont wanna throw them away or let them spoil because theyre special gifts from Hyung. Though, Im sure he'd tell me to if ever he hears about this. But still, It would be hard for me to throw them out. I wont. I dont want him to know about this either.. he'd blame himself.

When practice ended, I still couldnt get close to them again. I feel awkward with them and still feel like its my fault that we had extra practice, and that I have a scratchy throat.
I continued to be alone and just thought to myself.