I Love You Too Much to Let Go || ksj [COMPLETED]

Chapter 44

SeokJin's POV

When I saw Hyung coming near the restaurant, I stood up and waved so he'd see me. "Oh, there you are," He said as he sat down in the seat in front of me. "Hyung.. What do we need to talk about?" He stayed quiet for a moment. ".. I just wanted to talk to you, about how youve been feeling nowadays, about how youve been doing, though I see you almost everyday I cant really see how you're days are going just by seeing you. This may be a little unneccesary since you probably talk about this with your members everyday but--" "Hyung," He looked at me. "I.. I dont," He looked at me, confused. "I dont talk to the members about how my days are going... Even if I want to."
".. Why? Jin, the reason I wanted to talk to you about how youve been doing is because I feel like youre having a hard time in something. Like youre being troubled. What is it?" "Hyung.. Its.." Finally someone is asking. Finally I can vent it all out. But... For some reason.. "...Its..?" He asked.
I dont want to tell him.
Like something is holding me back..
I dont want him to think ill of my members.
"Hmm.. Maybe im just bothered by the thing with Sana... The mistake I made during our performance a while ago.. Everything I do wrong during practice.. Its all normal. Anyone would be afftected by things like this, right?" I smiled. Whew, I almost cried back there. He breathed out a laugh. "I see, but its okay, SeokJin Fighting! You should take care of yourself more often, from observing you, I realized its all because you keep getting sick nowadays." I nodded. "I will, Hyung, Thanks for asking," We stayed there for a while longer, just talking. Then he brought me to our dorm and we parted ways.