Chapter 40

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SeokJin's POV

I am still healing, but we already have to perform. Today is the day we finally perform our comeback stage for Spring Day. Even if Im just a little light headed, I decided I want to perform. No matter what.

During the performance, I was trying to take my thoughts away from how bad I feel, and instead I tried ot focus on the choreography. But it was too late. I had already made a mistake. Because of that, I tried to make sure for the rest of the performance I do it perfectly.

When we went backstage, I stayed quiet. A small voice inside me was still hoping my members would comfort me and tell me things like "It's okay, you're still sick," or "It's not your fault,".
But I knew that voice wouldnt last long. They looked at me meanly, obviously angry at my mistake. Wow, how could I be so dumb? I tried to just join them and blame myself. That way, I wouldnt get as hurt trying to fight for myself.

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