Skam - Evak

6: Bloody Assumptions

Even

The alcohol must've hit me all at once because my head was spinning like crazy. I felt numb everywhere.

All I wanted to do was talk to him

I was dumb and this whole plan failed

I did the convincing to get Sonja to invite them. I convinced her just so I could properly meet Isak. The worst part was that I could tell immediately that he could care less about this party.

He came just because his pretentious little girlfriend dragged him along. They both started to irritate me.

Eva snuck P.Chris through the window and was making out with him in the very back. Meanwhile, Isak was making out with three different girls in the same room. Everytime I looked at him, he was making out with Sonja's best friend and all I wanted to do was go over there and rip her off of him.

Isak knew what he was doing. Trying to get my attention and when he finally did, he would blow everything off. He knew I liked him. He couldn't deny that he was only doing this to me because I was into him.

He thought that he was superior for being straight. He knew that I couldn't have him because "Oh, I'm Isak Valtersen and I'm straight."

My blood was boiling and my eyes were starting to water. I spent hours thinking about this boy everyday. Just to then find out that he doesn't care one bit about how other people feel. Going around to parties and making out with any and every female he lays eyes on. Oh and can't forget Eva, cheating on Isak with P.Chris. Couldn't get anymore fake than that.

I wanted to stay out here forever. I feel my pockets until I find a cig. Just what I needed right now. The sound of the crickets became soothing, slowly calming my breathing. It made me relax and settle down.

After around ten minutes, Eva slides open the door and races down the steps. P.Chris comes running towards her, yelling some nonsense that I couldn't make out. They both ran past me, not seeming to notice me leaned against a wall on the opposite side.

"I can't believe you right now!" Eva bursts out loudly.

"I sneak you into this party, which you aren't even allowed to be at. And you pull this!! Are you actually kidding me?"

"I just caught you making out with some girl in the bathroom! What happened last week when you said that you wanted to be with me and me only?"

P.Chris pauses, trying to think of something to respond with.

"Calm down, Eva. I'm sure you've been making out and pulling this type of this stuff lately, don't lie. You have every right to be mad...just saying."

Her face turns red in anger.

"No, I actually haven't and wouldn't even think about doing that to you."

Without thinking, I decide to call her out in front of him.

"Huh, how ironic is that. I wonder what Isak would think about that." I scoff loudly.

I exhale the smoke and let the cig fall to the ground before stomping it out. It was starting to get cold out and I just barely noticed Eva was standing barefoot on the wet grass. She had no jacket on and was starting to shiver.