Skam - Evak

11: He Didn't Care

Isak

The sudden coldness of the late  October morning was what woke me up from slumber. My toes were freezing and I had immediately regretted sleeping in shorts and a t-shirt.

I slowly sit upwards and eye for the nearest jacket or blanket. On the floor next to my bed was Even's hoodie. His maroon hoodie that he dressed me in that one night. The hoodie that I wore for a week straight and wouldn't take off. Even didn't care, he let me keep it and I'd constantly ramble on about how much I loved it and how much it reminded me of him.

But that wasn't the same anymore. If anything, I wanted to bury that jacket deep inside my closet forever. After that one day that had changed us, I had completely torn that hoodie off. I washed it probably over three different times, just to get rid of the scent and warmness that was a constant reminder of Even. A reminder that there was no such thing as trust anymore.

No matter how hard I tried to deny it, Even wasn't the person I thought he was.

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September 29th

I didn't care how out of breath I was, I ran back to his apartment and swung open the door. There he was, sat on the couch. He had his phone in one hand and the TV remote in his other.

I had almost completely exploded. I was sick to my stomach. I didn't know where he was, he wasn't calling back or texting and my mind was clouded with every worst scenario.

I walk into the apartment to see him laughing while watching a tv show. His phone was gripped in his palm.

Once I slammed the door open, he didn't say anything. It was as if he was just waiting for me to find him. He didn't even acknowledge me. He was ignoring anything that had to do with me.

I was scared. I was worried sick about him and he didn't even care.

I was fuming. I was fuming and I couldn't control it.

He didn't care.

Hey everyone, so I haven't updated in a long while & I apologize for that. I'll continue on with the rest of this chapter as soon as I can and I'll see if I actually want to continue on with this story. However, I just published the first chapter of my new story called "sick." It's also Evak, but has a totally different plot & I'm really excited to start and continue writing it. So please, go check that out!!!

As far as "In a Different Universe" I'm not sure what direction it's heading in, but I do know that I haven't felt confident in the past chapters that I put out. I'd rather be confident and happy with my writing, than putting out chapters that i feel negatively about. Thanks to everyone for reading this story & all of the positive comments I've received.