Sold (Jay Park) (Bang Yongguk)

I fucked up

***Jay's P.ov.***
I was in the living room when the door bell rang. I got up to answer the door and there stood Ashley and Yongguk. My stomach completely dropped. This can't be good. I stepped aside to let the both of them in. Ashley walked in, while Yongguk stood at the door.
     "I'm gonna be in the car, I'll let the both of you talk about what you have to talk about," Yongguk said before leaving.
     "Ashley what's going on?"
     "Yongguk asked me to live with him." My heart completely dropped. Is she serious? My blood is fucking boiling.
     "Absolutely fucking not!" I raised my voice. "Your not going anywhere with him."
     "Jay you don't have a say in any of this."
     "I don't have a say? I bought you! You don't get to-" Smack! She slapped me across the face. I don't know why I said that, I didn't mean it, but I just can't stand the idea of her being around him. I know he's no good.
     "How fucking dare you! This is exactly why I'm fucking leaving." She turned around and started heading off to her room.
     "Your not leaving Ashley" I said in monotone.
     "I don't have time for your shit Jay."
     "You're not leaving Ashley, I'm not going to repeat myself."
     "Or what Jay huh?" She took a step closer to me. "Please give me a reason as to why I should stay. Should I stay so you could treat me like shit? So you could keep reminding me that you bought me? Or should I stay so you can keep reminding me that I'm not shit and that I won't be shit? Is that what you want Jay?" I'm at a lost for words. I can't even bring myself to look at her. All this time, I've been selfish and I've been mistreating her. When I first bought her I only intended on having a little toy that I could play with. But then when I saw her for the first time, I was blown away. She was absolutely beautiful. Her glowing brown skin, her curly hair. Her body, everything about her was beautiful. I thought that I could break her. I wanted her to become dependant of me, to rely on me and me only. I wanted her to need me. But then she showed her independence. She showed me that nothing that I can do phased her. And this made me fall for her even more. I wanted to tell her how I felt but I didn't know how. And then I made the mistake. I made the mistake of introducing her to Yongguk, and now she's hooked. She's fallen into his little trap, and I can't get her out. I understand that there's a huge chance that she would never see me the same way that I see her. I get it. I don't deserve her. But I can't live with myself knowing that Yongguk has her. I don't believe that he's changed. I know he's still the monster of a man that he's was back then. I know that eventually his true colors will show, and he will unleash on her. I don't want her to become Jessi.
     I watched her as she packed her suitcase. "Ashley" I said softly.
     "Jay, don't!"
     "Please, I am begging you don't leave." I pleaded. "Yongguk is not a nice man. He will hurt you" my eyes began to water. She just keeps packing her bag completely ignoring what I'm saying. "Ashley...I'm sorry" she stopped what she was doing.
     "What?"
     "I said I'm sorry. You don't deserve to be treated the way that I've been treating you. I'm fucked up, I'm a piece of shit, and I can't take back the things that I have done to you. I just want you to know that I am truly sorry." My tears start streaming down my face. "If you want to go, I won't stop you,  but please stay away from Yongguk. I'm begging you. You've been through so much shit, you are so strong Ashley. I don't deserve you,  and neither does he. Please stay away from him.  He's dangerous."
     "Babe are you ready?" I didn't need to turn around to know who it was. Ashley just looks at me in shock.  After what seemed like an eternity, Ashley addressed him.
     "Yeah I'll be finished in five."
     "Okay cool, I'll be in the car if you need me" he said before leaving.
      "Jay, thank you for apologizing, and I forgive you. But your wrong about Yongguk. He's a real good guy. I know he would never do anything to hurt me." I want to make her stay bit I know that I can't.  She's determined. I don't even know what to say anymore. This is it.  I've completely lost her. I would never be able to repair the damage that I've done. Ashley zips up her suitcase and heads downstairs.  I followed her to the door. I feel defeated. There is nothing more that I can do. What's done is done. I watched her walk out the door, down the driveway and into his car. I watch as they drove off.