Perspectives

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***Yongguk's P.ov.***
Spending time with Ashley was pretty fun. I took her to a carnival today and we had a ball. I even won her a big Tigger at one of those balloon darts games. She was smiling and laughing non stop and it made me happy. The happier she is with me, the more comfortable she feels being around me. I know it might be too soon but I'm thinking of asking her to move in. Jay wouldn't care right? He said he didn't care if I dated her, which I know for a fact, was total and complete bullshit. I know Jay likes her. It's so obvious. When he first bought her, he couldn't stop bragging to the crew about how he got himself a "good one". He went on and on about how his new "maid" was so beautiful and how she was gonna fall in love with him. I guess that little fantasy played out real quick. If I even mention his name, Ashley gets angry. I'm sure she doesn't exactly hate him, I don't believe that she can truly hate anybody, however I'm pretty sure if Jay was burning, she wouldn't piss on fire to put him out. And I'm sure Jay knows it, and it's killing him. Jay and I first met years ago back when Simon was alive. We had a meeting in the warehouse with Jaebum and Jackson. At the time, some new little gang had been trying to steal our clients, and none of us were having it.
FLASHBACK
Simon walked into the warehouse with a new face.
     "Hey guys, this, "he pointed at the person "is Jay, he will be joining the team. Oh and Yongguk, Jay will be working with you."
     "Okay cool" I held out my hand. "I'm Yongguk." He shakes my hand.
     "I'm Jay."
     "Enough with introductions, we need to figure out what we're gonna do about this newbie gang. They're out here tryna take our turf," Simon says.
     "We can sneak attack" Jay pointed out. The whole room went quiet and everyone just looked at him. At that moment I knew that Jay and I were gonna be cool.
END FLASHBACK
I don't think Jay's a bad guy, but I think he's an idiot. In this lifestyle you can't have emotions, you can't feel sorrow, you can't feel pain, you cant feel anything. You need to be a man. But Jay, he thinks things too emotionally, that's why things never really work out for him. I wonder what he'll think when he finds out that Im going to ask Ashley to move on. I'm sure he's gonna flip. I really want him to. I know he likes Ashley alot. I want him to know what it feels like to have something of importance be taken away. Just like how he took Jessie away from me. I know that it was Jay who sent her away. That night that he came into the warehouse when I was with Jessi, I saw him leave with her to another room. Jackson and Jaebum had taken me into a different room. I had been drinking a lot that night. It was a long day of work and so I went out to get a few drinks. I guess I ended up having one too many. I work my ass off to give that bitch everything she ever wanted. Her clothes, her bags, her shoes, the food in the fridge, and the roof over her head. EVERYTHING! The least she can do is make sure dinner was ready before I came home. Is that too much to ask for? I knew that I had a meeting that day so I made her come with me to the warehouse. But then at the warehouse she just kept going on and on about how I was being too aggressive. Whenever I spoke to her or moved in her direction she would flinch, or quiet down. It pissed me off even more. Yeah I may have gotten a little too rough with her but she needed to be taught a lesson. But then Jay came and Jackson and Jaebum came. That night was the very last night that I saw Jessi. It felt like a spit in the face. You don't mess with other people's property and that's exactly what the fuck Jay did. When I found out Jessi was  gone, it made me angry, i was beyond furious. After figuring out she was gone, I went away for a year and a half. Jay and everyone else thought that I was at rehab.  But I wasn't. I spent that year and a half looking for Jessie. I ended up finding out that she was in korea, so I decided to pop up around the gang. I had a plan to bring Jessie back to me, but then one day Jay kept bragging on and on about his new beautiful maid. At that point I knew what I was going to do.
----------SIX MONTHS LATER---------
****Ashley ' P.o.v****
Yongguk and I layed, cuddling in the bed. It's been about 6 and a half months since we officially became boyfriend and girlfriend. To be honest I am the happiest that I have ever been. He definately knows how to treat a woman.  Everything he does,  he does it with me in mind.  He's always taking care of me.  Emotionally, spiritually, as well as sexually.  Yes! I gave it up to him. And I do not regret it one bit. It was painful, but he was so gentle. We've been dating for a while and he still gives me butterflies. 
     "Ashley" he says kissing my forehead,  "what are you thinking about?"
     "How happy you make me." There was a long pause before he finally spoke up.
     "You know I really like you...I really do." There was another pause. "Would you think I was crazy if I said I was in love? " My heart started racing. I looked at him.
     "If loving makes you crazy then I must be insane, because I have completely fallen for you.  I love your hugs, I love your smile, I love the way the tips of your ears turn red whenever you get nervous." My eyes began tearing up. "Yongguk you don't even know how much I appreciate you. Your always there for me, no matter what. I know that I am not easy to deal with but you put up with me.  Bang yongguk I'm really in love with you." He looked longingly into my eyes.
     "Move in with me."

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