Sold (Jay Park) (Bang Yongguk)

Just Leave

     "Yongguk when you have time can you come upstairs? We need to talk," I said before leaving upstairs. I walked into the room, and sat on the bed waiting for Yongguk. I need to know why they keep showing up. I don't understand how they can even be connected to another. Soon Yongguk comes in the room. He has that same stupid little grin on his face.
     "You wanted to talk?" He asked walking toward me. He sat on the bed next to me and started running his hands through my hair. Did he already forget what he did to me yesterday? Did he forget that he beat me? Did he forget that he had sex with me even after I lost conciousness? I really should've listened to Jay.
     "Yeah...why are they here?" I asked. His smile dropped and was replaced with a long frown.
     "You better watch your tone." He's getting a very familiar look in his eyes, and I don't like it not one bit.
     "I'm sorry Yongguk but, why do you have them here? I don't want to be around either one of them." Yongguk paused for a moment seemingly in thought.
     "Is there a specific reason why?" He asks. Looking at him, I can almost see some sincerity in his face. Should I tell him? He hasn't looked at me this way in a long time. His emotions seem very genuine, but I've seen how fast Yongguk switches. One minute he's the most caring man in the world, but the next he's heartless. He becomes a man that I can no longer recognize. The same man who held the rose out to me, the same man who took me away from my misery with Jay is the same man that wouldn't hesitate to strike me if I cross him even once. Yongguk puts his hand on top mine. "Baby you know that you can trust me," he says to me. Call me stupid but things like this is what makes my heart melt. Things like this is what makes me forget all the bad that he has done. When he shows me his softer side, the side that reminds of why I fell for him. I look up at him, his eyes were glued to mine while he waited for my answer. Should I tell him? He looks so sincere.
     "Yongguk....I ummm, Yongguk I." I buried my face in the palms of my hands. Why is this so hard for me? It happened so long ago, I'm over it. But why is it so hard to for me to say it. I feel Yongguk's hand under my chin lifting it up. Unexpectedly my tears start flowing down my face, I can't even look at him in the face. I don't like being this vulnerable. The feeling I get having to talk about my feelings. The feeling of having to open up to somebody, it makes it hard to have conversations where everything I say is open for judgement. I don't like how it feels. But yet here I am. Why does it feel like I always seem to find myself in this same scenerio crying my eyes out wanting someone to listen and to understand me. I finally am able to look up and meet Yongguk's eyes.
      "Robert raped me, back when I was living with my mother, he came into my room one night and raped me. I told my mom the next day, but she slapped me. She accused me of sleeping with her boyfriend. At the ring, she told me that Robert opened up to her. He told her that I seduced him." Yongguk looked shocked. "Yongguk please," I beg. " I cannot have them around me. I'm going to lose the little bit of sanity that is left in me." I grabbed his hand that was under my chin. "Yongguk please! I am begging. You have to understand," I plead. I'm trying to hold myself together, but my eyes are blurring, my breathing is becoming more hitched, and I feel myself slowly loosing my control. Yongguk doesn't say anything, he just looks back at me. I'm becoming more and more anxious awaiting his responce.
     "Ashley," he finally speaks up. "I'm sorry, but business is just business. They're coming around, and they're staying around" he stated. "What happened to you is unfortunate, and I am so sorry that you had to experience that, however this is still businesses, so whatever issue yall got, leave it to the side." I have never felt so heart broken. I feel like my heart and soul are just shattered into a million pieces.
     "Yongguk do you not care about me? After knowing what they did to me, how can you just allow them back into the house?"
     "Ashley, I already told you, don't take it personal it's all just business. I don't care for Robert or your trifling holla for a dolla ass mom.  Business is still business. Personal matters shouldn't effect that. "
     "Personal matters? I have absolutely nothing to say to you right now." I say pushing myself further up the bed. "You really are unbelievable, you know that?" He looks at me for a long minute. I'm surprised he hasn't flipped out on me yet. I don't want him to get angry but he needs to understand my where I am coming from.
     "Ashley, I get it-"
     "Yongguk no you don't. Don't sit there and act like you care. If you even gave a fuck, then you wouldn't ever have bought them around," my tears started flooding my eyes again. "I can't take any of this shit anymore." I got up and started leaving.
     "Ashley where are you gonna go?" Yongguk said grabbing my arm.
     "Yongguk let go of me" I managed to yank my arm away. "I can't take your bullshit anymore," I said leaving.
****Yonguk's P.o.v.****
I watched as Ashley leaves. My anger slowly begins to rise. I'm tempted to go to after her and get her but I'll just let her cool off. She'll come back, it's not like she has anywhere to go. I make my way back to Robert and Marie.
     "What's wrong with her?" Robert asked.
     "We had a little arguement," I replied.
     "Ugh" I hear Marie groan. "I don't know why you bother with her. She's completely useless."
     "Marie, that's your daughter."
     "Yeah, I raised a fuck up." It doesn't take a genius to see why Ashley isn't too fond of her. When I look at Ashley, I see a  beautiful healthly woman. Her skin is glowing and her smile is radiant. But Marie, she's so skinny, and her eyes are sunken in. Her years of drug abuse show on her face.
     "She's your daughter, you should treat her a little better." Marie didn't say anything. Robert stood up before speaking.
      "Iv'e given her all that I can Yongguk. If she wants to be an ungrateful little bitch, then so be it. That shit ain't my problem."
     "You know, i have to go to the bank real quick" he stated looking at me. "I gotta withdraw so I could give you your payment. It shouldnt take longer than thirty. Is that cool?"
     "Yeah it's cool man, do what you gotta do," I replied, and with that Robert left the house leaving Marie and I alone. There's an awkward silence in the air. I decided to take a seat on the couch. A few minutes pass by and I can hear Marie slowly get up from the table and walk toward me. She comes around the couch and sits on my lap. Why am I not surprised?
     "You know Yongguk" she says running her hands up and down my chest. "Ashley's a little girl," her hands traveled down lower. She begins to palm me through my jeans. "But I'm a grown woman." I watch her as she slowly slides her self in between my legs. Marie isn't necessarily my type, but a little head won't hurt. She has her hands at my waistband waiting for my permission. I lift my hips up in the air while she slides my pants down. She continues to rub me through my boxers. I feel myself becoming more and more excited. I put my hand in her hair, gripping it and took my member out with the other. Immediately she holds her mouth open waiting for me. Without hesitation I put myself in her mouth and she immediately gets to work. She starts bobbing her head up and down. I can't help but let out a few groans. "Fuck.it feels good."I can feel myself hitting the back of her throat. My head falls back in pleasure, and my hips start thrusting up even harder.
     "WHAT THE FUCK!"
I open my eyes up and see Ashley standing right in front of me.

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