Sold (Jay Park) (Bang Yongguk)

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Yongguk and I got into the car. I am at complete loss for words. Jay is really dead. I know we don't have the best past with one another, and we've exchanged a few words but I would have never wished death on him. And Yongguk, his reaction wasn't what I expected. At the moment I don't even know what to think. The way Yongguk smiled, makes me question if he even knew about Jay's death. He didn't cry, he wasn't shocked, he just smiled. I don't think Yongguk would even kill someone, but there's something in the back of my mind that is telling me he has something to do with it. I can't help but start crying. I'm just hoping that all this is just a coincidence and Yongguk doesn't have anything to do with it. But how can he not feel remorse? They were friends.
"What are you crying about?" Yongguk asked. I touched my cheek and to my surprise they were soaked. I guess I was too busy being in my own thoughts, I hadn't realized that I'd been crying.
"How could you not? You and Jay were friends, how could you not feel sorrow?"
"Ashley don't be so damn emotional. What's happened, happened, get over it" he said coldly. I can't believe my eats right now. How can he be so heartless? The car ride got quiet. There's still a lingering question.
"Did you do it?" I asked.
"Did I do what Ashley" I could see his fist tighten around the steering wheel.
"Did you-" I choke on my words. I can't even bring myself to ask. "You know, Jay- did you do it?" Yongguk unexpectedly stops the car. He turns giving me a smug look. My heart drops, I already know the answer.
"Look at me Ashley" he demands. I don't want to know the truth. I'm too afraid to find out the truth. I bring myself to look at him. He has a big smile on his face. "Are you asking if I killed Jay?"
"Y-yes" I feel like I already know the answer, but there's still a shred of hope in me that's wishing I'm wrong.
"No I didn't" he says. "But to be honest, Jay had it coming. He's not made out for this shit. He has too much heart" and with that, Yongguk restarted the car and drove off. Somehow I feel like this is my fault. Apart of me feels resonsible for everything that has happened. The rest of the car ride home was quiet. We pulled Into the driveway and I didn't even bother to wait for Yongguk. I immediately went inside. Walking into my room I feel like the weight of the world on my shoulders. Everything is wrong. It feels like I take two steps forward and something comes and knocks me ten steps back. In the midst of thinking, I feel a pair of arms wrap around me. Yongguk pushes my hair to one side and exposes my neck.
"Yongguk not now" I pleaded. He ignored me and began pressing his lips against my neck.
"Come on babe" he says. I tried to unravel myself out of his grip but his hands tighten around me and he becomes more and more aggressive. I start clawing at his arms but it seems to fuel him even more. He bites down on my neck causing me to scream in pain. "Stop being such a bitch Ashley" he says. My eyes start tearing up again.
"Yongguk no! I-" before I could finish my sentence he spins me around and smacks his lips into mine.
"Kiss me back" he growls. Before I could even protest he bites down on my lip. I cry out in pain. I'm trying to break free but he bites even harder. The familiar taste of copper crawls around in my mouth. I'm screaming and screaming but it doesn't stop him. Finally he let's go, pushing me down to the ground. Immediately I put my hand over my mouth. I can feel the blood pouring out. I looked up at Yongguk with tear soaked eyes, there's blood on his mouth. He starts smiling again.
"I told you I'd handle you when we got home." He says walking toward me. I'm in too much pain to react. "Your supposed to be my girl and you over here talking to other men?"
"Please Yongguk. Nothing happened, I swear. He came on to me but I shut him down" I cried out loud. I can taste my tears and snot mixing in with my blood. He walks over and kneels in front of me. He cups the side of my face with his hand.
"You know " he says caressing my cheek. "You do this to yourself. Get up." He says standing up. I can't believe this is happening again. What happened to the Yongguk that was charming? He's right, I did this to myself. Jay warned me that Yongguk was a bad guy but I didn't listen. Everything that has happened so far has been my fault and my fault only. I look up at him. I can't even recognize the man in front of me. I don't want to upset him even more, so I try to lift myself up, but I'm too weak. Before I could completely pick myself up, he grabs me by my hair, lifting me so that we were face to face. I see nothing but pure evil. He looks at me and slowly leans in forward. He presses his lips against mine causing me even more pain. My screams don't seem to faze him. He starts rubbing his face against mine, causing my blood to smear all over his face. I'm in so much pain, I just want him to stop. I slowly feel my body go limp as he pushes me away and throws me on the bed. I try to get up off the bed but he's too strong. He pushes me back on the bed. I look down at myself and see my shirt soaked on blood. My head feels light and I can feel myself slowly slipping away. I can hear Yongguk unbuckling his pants. I want to fight back, but my body just gave up. The bed sinks in and I feel him on top of me.
"You know if you listened to me, everything would be okay" he says wiping my face. I feel paralyzed. My body won't move. I can't push, I can't pull, I can't fight back. There's nothing left in me. I feel Yongguk position himself at my entrance before he completely thrust himself in me. It hurts. It hurts so bad. I want to scream, I want to fight but my body is completely lifeless. I try to keep my eyes open but everything was becoming a blur, until my eyes shut, and everything went blank.
-the next morning-
I wake up alone in bed. Last night's events slowly start re-playing in my mind. I look down and there's blood in between my legs as well as on my shirt. I slowly lift myself up off the bed. My whole body feels numb. I drag myself downstairs. Walking into the living room I see Yongguk. He looks up at me. "You look dirty. Clean yourself up." I guess this is my life now.
"I just wanted to apologize for yesterday. "
"Good morning Ashley," I turn around and am face to face with my mother and Robert.
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Thank you to hello2strobe for once again giving me suggestions and saving my ass 😂😂 I really appreciate it. If you like this chapter make sure to comment and vote.
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