Twenty - Power

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{Lights POV}
As L slept on my chest I watched over him in complete silence. He lay there, sucking on is thumb like a small child. Seemingly innocent, knowingly inviting. In the time I'd knew L in high school we'd never really touched at all, in fact I never really wanted to.

However now, looking at him lying there vulnerable and untouched by any other I- ("I was raped Light...").

I was disgusted. The thought of touching him made my hair stand up. Even him being near me seemed like a stretch, how could he ever feel sexually toward anyone after what he'd been through. My face twisted into one of anger. How could anyone do that to him? How could i think about him the way they had?

Once again I felt perverse,  even after coming to terms with the fact I was gay I once again felt shame for thinking about a man in such a way. 

L, my L, raped. It must have been before he left but the question was, who did it?

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