Broken link (LxLight Fanfiction)

Eleven - Hands

"Don't touch me please sir, please don't make me touch you there..." Lawliet whispered pathetically, his frail nine year old body shaking as the new man guided his little hands down to his exposed crotch. "SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH SLUT!" The man growled, "do what you're payed for!" But Lawliet wasn't payed for anything, none of the disgusting acts he was forced to commit payed him a penny. "Please no sir! Let me go!" No reply only a hard slap to his face. Lawliet didn't understand what was going on when the man pulled down his wrinkled slacks and made Lawliet lick his boy parts. He had to do it all the time but what was it and why did he have to do it? He didn't know why it hurt so much when the man was in him, lots of men had been in him, so, why did it still burn? The man soon pounded into him as Lawliet bit back a pained scream for help. The man did what all the other men did and shot out all that stuff.

"Tell anyone and I kill you kid." He'd heard that before, most of the men said it, because they were that word that Lawliet couldn't pronounce yet. Peefile? bedofyl?

Then as always Lawliet's 'dad' would walk in to prepare him for the next one. "Get some rest the next one's coming in half an hour."

His 'dad' got up to walk out of the windowless room, "daddy, please no..." Lawliet had said, making him stop dead on his way to the door. The man turned on his heel to look at the raven haired nine year old. So skinny and pale. Pathetic. "Do as I say!" He yelled at Lawliet. "But PLEASE NO DADDY PLEASE STOP LETTING THEM DO THAT TO ME!!"

SMASH! Lawliet was thrown against the cold brick wall behind him and picked up by his long ragged hair, Lawliet screamed as his 'dad' smashed his fist into his nose, making it bleed profusely, and kicked him in the stomach taking the air out of his lungs. Had he been fed he would have vomited the food up but there was nothing to throw up.

"'Fucking scream like that again brat and I'll kill you and let all the men fuck your worthless corpse!"

Lawliet was left sobbing himself to sleep only to wake up half an hour later to repeat the events.

***

Lawliet's 'dad' was the scum of the earth however Lawliet still had to attend school. It was his only escape from the men and the beating and that burning. At school his name was L and his profile was all lies. He lived in an orphanage in his made up profile and 'dad' didn't exist. In real life he was an orphan, his mum and dad having tragically died in a house fire. L was only 5 when 'dad' found him on the street corner. Lawliet followed him to his doom. "Call me dad." He'd said.

In school Lawliet was bullied but the two boys always helped him. The boys called Light and Mikami. They always went up against bullies and helped the weak, no matter what happened to them as a result. Lawliet had always been weak, but Light was strong, he was Lawliet's knight in shining armour.

 After yet another taunting had been disbanded by the duo, Lawliet had said thank you, "no problem, I'm here to help whenever you need me!" Light had replied cheerily. He didn't even know Lawliet's school name but talked so nicely. Unbeknownst to Lawliet he had fallen in love with Light Yagami.

*** 

Lawliet was asleep when he heard three loud bangs and a door collapse. "POLICE!" He heard a masculine voice yell. He heard a brigade of people smashing things and then his 'dad's' voice, "I'm sorry I don't sell drugs, I don't even know what you're talking about."

"WHERE ARE THE DRUGS!?" The masculine man screamed.

Then he heard the brigade run towards his room and bang on the door, "OPEN UP OR WE BREAK THE DOOR DOWN!" A new voice shouted but Lawliet was absolutely paralyzed and then bang! Bang! Bang! Crash!

The door burst off of its hinges, "HANDS WHERE I CA-" The man fell silent when he finally saw Lawliet. Half naked and shaking. "Come in."  The man said to a small radio. The radio buzzed in reply. "We have a... boy here..."

***

"He's a lovely boy that just needs some love." L's Councillor said to his potential foster parents. "We'd be happy to have him!" The woman said enthusiastically, the man with her didn't seem as willing, he'd been staring at L in confusion and distaste for a while now.

"Is he alright in the head?" The man asked, ripping his eyes away from L to look at his Councillor.

"Alright and better! L is top of his class in all subjects and although he had a... turbulent... upbringing he doesn't suffer with any mental issues." 'That's a lie I was diagnosed with post traumatic stress you know that.' L thought to himself.

"L is 14 and very bright however he has been moved from home to home. To be honest no one has been able to foster him for long because of the nightmares..." The Councillor said trying to look sympathetic.

"Nightmares?"

"Yes, L suffers with nightmares because of the uh... umm... Car crash! I mean car crash..." The Councillor, Jane, said. 'She had to come up with something on the spot this time' L thought.

"We can't deal with that!" The man yelled, "you said he was fine in the head!"

"He is he just suffers some trauma!" Jane retorted.

"Can you stop arguing over my fate?" L said monotonously.

The adults looked to L in surprise, it was the first time he'd spoken during the meeting. "Can we just discuss this in a more adult manor?" L continued. The man and Jane looked at each other, "y-yes of course L..." Jane stuttered out. How embarrassing being told to behave by a 14 year old.

"Good." L replied.

***

"We're housing you, you'll live alone but we'll regularly check on you." Jane said, looking defeated. 'In care for 6 years and still no permanent housing for the poor weirdo" Jane thought to herself.

Poor 14 year old L looked away from Jane and sighed, "okay..."

"Should you need assistance with anything, call my number." She said, handing him a white slip of paper with 'Jane' written on it.

L got up to leave when Jane called, "oh and L?"

"Yes?"

"Don't let any men put their hands on you like before, it's not right."

"Yes." And L left alone as he always had been.

{Author's note}

This is the insight into L's past. This is basically an explanation of what happened last chapter with Misa and how I kept calling her 'he' no it was that L was reminded of his past. Just to clear any confusion. Thanks.