Champagne and pools|minizerk

Sure whatever

"Josh honey?" My mum wakes me up, "I've spoke to your father and he wants to talk about Simon after you eat."

"I don't want food."

"Listen." She sat down on the end of my bed, "Work with me here. Just have a bit of toast and you can try convince your father to let you see Simon and your new friends. I'm not happy about it but I would rather my son be healthy."

"Oh wow this is a shocker. You have a heart." I snap, "I will eat after I'm allowed to see Simon."

"Even if we give you permission Simon's parents might not."

"So."

"If Simon's parents still say no would you still eat?"

"Sure whatever."

"Okay honey. Come down when your ready." She leaves a plate of toast on my bed, "Just incase you want it now."

"I don't."

"Okay sweetie."

I'm not even hungry after last night. Not that they know about it. I'm more shocked they wouldn't let me die up here. I'm going to have to convince my dad to let me see Simon, if he don't then I just won't eat their food. After about ten minuets I decided to lazily walk down stairs to the living room where they was watching TV.

"So." I say standing in the door way.

"Sit down son." My dads face was blank from any expression, "Now your mother thinks it actually would be good for you seeing Simon. Now I think this is a stupid little phase you will get over."

"Well it's not."

"Look I personally think a few weeks without seeing him you would realise how dumb this all is but you refusing to eat isn't healthy."

"No shit." I roll my eyes, "You also know what's not healthy. Hiding who you really are."

"Now Josh don't be rude." My mum smiled.

"Anyway, you really think your in love with Simon don't you?"

"Yes dad. I am in love with him."

"I don't think Simon's parents would be too happy with letting Simon see you but we are going to let it slide on two conditions."

"What?"

"One you need to start eating again."

"Sure. Whatever. What's the other?"

"You need to speak to us more."

"Okay I don't really care I just want to see Simon."

"Is that all you care about?" My mum asked, "You understand we want you to speak more about what your feeling."

"Yes I know you want me to tell you about what I do with Simon as well."

"That would be nice."

"Whatever now call Simon's parents and ask if I can see him." I just want to see Simon.

"Okay go upstairs and eat. I will call Simon's parents and give you access to the internet again."

"Thank you." I smile bouncing up their stairs to my room.

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"Honey." My mum knocks on my door, "I tried to convince them but they won't let you see Simon."

"What!" My faces dropped.

"I have no idea if he has internet but you can try talk to him." She gives me my phone back, "I'll try speaking to them again but I don't know when you will see him again."

"Okay." I mutter, "Thanks."

"Sorry Josh." I unlocked my phone and straight to my texts to see multiple from Vikk and Tobi.

Simon please say your their-Joshy

Now to wait to see if he responds. While I'm waiting I decide to text Tobi and Vikk.

Hey Vikk I just got my phone back I had the worst few days-josh

Hi Tobi I'll tell you what happened in a bit it's been awful-josh

Why has Simon's parents got more of a problem with it than mine did. At least my parents realised theirs nothing they could do and they're doing more harm than good. Simon's parents had months to come to terms with it mine did in a few days. A few days of me starving myself but still. Simon's parents would probably rather Simon died.

I wait hours for Simon's response before I realise it's probably not coming. I will just have to wait for tonight to tell him. At dinner my parents ask how I'm feeling and I tell them like shit. They know this. I think their more happy that I'm not going to be hospitalised and make them seem like crappy parents. They really are crappy parents. They always have been.

I stay up alone in my room but it's around 10 pm when I hear the rocks hitting my window again.

"Simon!" I grin, "Wait their."

I run down the stairs and out the front door. I'm so happy to see him.

"Guess what!"

"Someone's happy." He laughed, "And what?"

"My parents said I could see you but it's yours who said I can't. Like that's bad but it's half way their."

"That's not fair. Why do mine even give a shit?"

"I don't know."

"It's not as if they ever gave two fucks when I was drinking and partying my live away."

"I don't understand them."

"Neither do I."

Authors note

I'm really not sure what to put for the authors note. I'm just super sleepy and have bad anxiety coz I finished a energy drink. Energy drinks give me anxiety.

Okay question time I don't know if I asked this before.

What's the best concerts you've been to?

Mine was all time low at Kingston. It was a acoustic show but the vibe was amazing.

Hugs, kisses and peace ✌🏻