Other Life

Anger makes you talk stupidity II

The day things got out of hand part II, I yanked my arm away from his grip and slapped him hard across his cheek, "I won't stand here and let you talk trash me!" I screamed out at him, having enough shit already from his hand, "I talk to you the way I want and the way you deserve." He spat out at me hurtful.

"Thanks for ruining the pregnancy news because I obviously didn't know about it. You're being unfair, what about hearing an explanation first? You're so quickly into doubting in me, I didn't lie to you, I never did."

He scoffed, shaking his head as he licked his lips, "No? No!" He grabbed my arm tightly, "Do you think that I'm stupid?!" He shouted out at me and I struggled, pushing him away, "Your angel face and sad eyes won't help you, I saw right through you, such a shame that I didn't listen to my brother or father when they warned me about you, God how stupid have I been?"

"Yes! You are. Or did you forget when you took me on all four on this fucking bed!" I shrieked out loudly, dragging the sheets from the bed as I tossed them on the floor. "Or when you took me in your shower, on your bed after that!" I spoke sarcastically as I scoffed.

"Oh wait, then you came to me again when I was taking a bath, doing your trademark position, flipping me over as you took me until you were satisfy, on your bed after I was willing to leave but changed my mind because of you, in the living room, in the bathtub..so much more."

"But of course Catalina is a rogue who came to ruin you and your pack. Well let me remind you that you came to me because I didn't move an inch! I didn't throw myself at you for you to be thinking that I plotted this!" I screamed it out loud and clear, from the anger I had a burning rage of tears.

"How can you lie to me in my face, I saw you with him, with my own eyes as you two disappeared through the trees to do God knows what!" He snarled out darkly and I shook, tears raking over my body.

"He came to take me away because he couldn't wrapped his mind over the fact that I had choose you after telling him that I would leave with him. I told him that I won't leave with him and that I was pregnant."

"See? You knew!" He barked out at me with a scoff, "Yes I did, because I haven't had my period for weeks! It just came to me and I realized that the symptoms could be that but I wasn't sure, I just told him that so he could leave, I didn't want for us to fight again but yes, it was easy going to the wrong way."

"How can I be sure that you weren't fooling around with him underneath my nose's!" He snarled angrily, grabbing my arms tightly, "He's been walking in and out of this territory as if it was his pack! His home! And you knew it! You covered up for him!"

"It's enough! I had enough!" I pushed him away with a rage, "I'm done! Done with the insults, done with the shades and done with you! When bad things happen you're ready to blame me, the rogue! Blame it all on the rogue! All of that for a fucking title because that's what it is! A fucking title but when it's time to get your dick wet then this rogue is useful ha?" I barked out at him as my chest heaved up and down.

"Then I'm the body you use to get satisfied, to get your release, then when something happens, rogue this, rogue that, then again, after your rogue faze is over, you go to my room and have your way with me, and then again. You expect me to open my legs for you every damn time you want but this is over Sloan, over. I'm sick of the same story again, I'm done, I'm done."

"I never slept with him again, ever since I put my foot in this territory, I haven't been touched by any man but you! But no, think bad of the rogue. She has a bad reputation either way." I scoffed at him, "I thought that you were smarter than that Sloan, but I guess you're like everybody else."

"How silly of me? Frank warned me but yet I didn't listen. You make me sick Sloan, I can't believe it from you, not after everything we've been through these last few weeks."

I made my way toward the door, yanking it open as I turned to look at him, "Don't worry, you will never see me again nor this bastard I tried to pin on you."

I slammed it close and let the waterworks explode, the door opening made me walk faster, "Catalina." He caught up with me as he touched my arm and turned me around, "Let go of me!" I screamed out at him angrily, "Don't touch me, don't you dare put your hands on me." I barked out at him, my chest heaving up and down. "You are just so vile and cruel, I can't believe everything you told me. It felt like daggers all over my body."

"Catalina, let's talk."

"Talk? Let's talk?" I scoffed, shaking my head as I licked my lips, "Did you think about that when you accused me Sloan? Did you come to me in a calm way to find an explanation no, so please, don't make me laugh. Now I'm the one not willing to hear a fucking word you have to say to me, you ruined everything Sloan, Everything." I spoke bitterly and bluntly, "I'm not joking, I'm not pulling this for you to tell me after on one of your rogue faze that I wanted this and threw things in my face. I'm done. I've been here for almost three months, and in these past few weeks you always threw the rogue card in my face."

"You don't trust me at all. How do you expect me to stay after what you told me?! Sloan, you accused me of planning on getting caught where I almost got killed by you if I might add, oh, and on top of that, you accused me of sleeping with you and Frank at the same time and trap you so I could get pregnant, let me think." I touched my chin as I hummed, "No, I don't recall coming into your room, stripping naked before you to get you to sleep with me."

I moved away from him, "You slept with me because you wanted to and because I stupidly wanted too." I sniffed as I wiped away my tears, "I'll have some decency and leave, I won't bother you anymore, I won't put a foot into your territory, nor I'll come back after. There is nothing left for me here. You killed every reason for me to stay with your hurtful words."

"Catalina, you don't have to leave."

"Sloan, you just accused me on pinning a baby on you, your baby, because it's yours. I can yell it to the wind without a doubt because I haven't been with no one else besides you. And you should know it too after sleeping with me unprotected. You can ask your doctor how far along I am, you can let them check me from head to toe but Sloan, I'm done."

He shook his head, touching my face, "Catalina, I'm sorry, I don't know what else to say other than sorry." I pressed my lips together as I busted into tears, "No Sloan, I can't. You hurt me, you have no idea. You have done nothing but treated me as your enemy."

"Please forgive me. I wasn't thinking, I let my anger get the best of me and hurt you with my words, I'm so sorry." I stepped away when he tried to get closer.

"No, I don't want you to apologize, I don't need it." I put my fingers on his lip, "How can you think that a simple forgive me or a simple sorry can erase every hateful word you spat my way as if I was a slut, a whore. You, killed everything Sloan. I thought that I could love you, I stayed so you can show me what love truly is but I was wrong. And here I thought that the hurt my uncle did....."

"Your uncle?" I stepped away at that, shaking my head as I sobbed, "Catalina, tell me. Catalina!" Sloan barked out at me as I pinned my lips together and touched my ears, "I'm not Catalina!" My lips shook as I stared up at him with coated tears, "My name is not Catalina."

He ran his hands through his hair as he paced, "I knew you before because I saw you, when you told me in the shower that you knew my face from somewhere you were right." He grabbed my arms at that, "Tell me everything, now! If you're not Catalina, who are you?"

I cringed at that as I tears slid down my cheeks, "I promised myself that I would never bring her up again, she's the reason why my life turned out this way." Sloan pulled me into a hug as he cupped the back of my head, my hands touching his back as I sobbed.

"I will tell you but not now, please. You just have to trust me on this one, you lost all my trust but now, I'm trusting you again Sloan." I pulled away from him and he cupped the side of my face, his thumbs wiping the tears under my eyes.

"I will trust you because these eyes are hurt and I know that it's because of me. I will do anything to bring happiness back into these eyes." He kissed my eyes with his lips and looked down at me, "Just stay." He moved away from me and I closed my eyes at that, biting down my lips.