Be my princess

Chapter 9

    
      I stood there and had started my feelings in front of everyone to him . I felt like I was gonna be humiliated , but then as his suprised face went away he smiled at me lovingly and he held my hand and kissed it . He pulled me close , and he kissed me right on the spot . " It's been decided by her , she will marry prince joshua lieben! " father cheered . Everyone cheered , even the other princes . It felt like it was us .. all alone just having a moment . But as we pulled back , we both laughed realizing that we were being cheered on . I said it . And I decided , no longer being scared , I'm going to marry joshua .

Who I love so much .. and I no longer would call it something 'special' .

       * Later *

After all of that , I was now standing by joshua as the other princes had surrounded us . " Well I'll be damned joshua , since when did you become such the lady's man? " keith asked .
" Yeah , since when? " glenn asked . I giggled as it went on . " I'm happy for you two , you two will will be happy together . " edward said smiling . " We're still gonna be around you know joshie! You may of stolen chrissy from me , but we're still gonna be around! " roberto chuckled . Joshua sighed and I giggled at his misery . But I felt his hand that was holding mine tighten , and I felt like I had caught my breath in my throat .

Well I was happy that I would still get to be friends with the other princes even though I did not pick them . That took a lot of guilt and pressure off my shoulders , and I was able to breath again . But I was happy now . I was going to be marrying the one I loved , and I couldn't wait to start planning . But for the honeymoon maybe I can coax joshua into letting us go to one or edward's resorts . I would feel safer going to one of his resorts , then to some island I don't even know about . Or one that's not even on the map . So I gotta try to talk to him about that .

  Soon as the party was dying down , me and joshua had escaped to the hallway . " I'm still suprised you chose me . " he said . I smiled and held his hand , his suprise went to a smile as well . " Well it'd hurt me and I'd have to live in guilt not happiness if I chose someone else . " I told him . He looked at me for a minutes , stopping our walking . " I wouldn't be able to stand being around , if you had chosen someone else . But it's because I love you christina . " he said . I smiled again . " I love you too joshua . " I said . He kissed my hand , and then we had walked to my room .

Once we made it there , he stopped .
" I guess I should find my way to my guest room . " he said . I pouted a bit . But as he tried to leave , I grabbed his wrist and pulled him close . Another suprised look on his face , and I looked at him . " Please stay with me for tonight , I don't wish to be alone joshua . " I said . He smiled and he let us both in my room , as we both walked in . I heard the door lock and I found myself pinned against the wall .
" Christina if I stay , I won't be able to hold back knowing that now your mine . " he said . I loosened one of my hands and pulled him down by the collar and kissed him deeply . I heard him gasp , but he responded to it quickly as he had pinned my hand back again leaving me out of control .

I gave him the message that I don't want him to hold back , I know how I said I wanted to wait . Til marriage . But now that I was with him , no choosing , no pressure , no nothing . I wanted to do this with him . I mean yeah I felt it when I was with my week alone with him , but I couldn't then . But now I wanted to , and I wanted him in control . He pulled back , as we both tried catching our breathes . His kiss had left me breathless . Like they usually did , everytime I kissed him . He always had such an effect on me , that it got to the point where I wanted things to get heated .

But now we had a chance . He looked at me with half lidded eyes , his violet eyes covered in lust . " Christina , I can't I ju "" Please , I've waited so long and if it's with you I wouldn't mind . " I cut him off . He looked at me , and I looked at him . " Are you sure? " he asked . " Yes I'm sure . " I said . He nodded and leaned in to kiss me again , but this time gentler and sweeter . He pulled me close as I wrapped my arms around him . I felt his hands go up from my waist , and reached for the zipper on the back of my dress . The only thing keeping it up . I felt him unzip it , and my dress fell and there I was left in my blue lacey bra and panties . The stupid maids made me wear it , they thought I should start wearing this .

A wild red rose blush across my cheeks , and joshua stood there looking at me from head to toe . I wanted to cover myself , but I knew I had to try and not be so afraid . " Are you trying to kill me? You look so beautiful . " he said . He came up to me and held me close , his lips then attacking my neck and I managed to get his upper attire off . Letting his princely jacket fall from his shoulders , and then the under shirt off . I looked at his toned chest . It's not the first time I've seen him shirtless , maybe the second or third time . He then had picked me up and laid me on my bed .

He crawled on top of me , and he looked at me . " Are you still sure? We don't have to tonight , we can wait till the wedding . " he said . Um .. I think that's a bit too late since I'm the one just about almost naked . But I didn't want to wait . I wanted this badly .
" Yes I'm sure . " I said again . He smiled and I smiled back .

       * The next day *

I woke up to the sun peeking through the curtains . A draft coming from the blankets , and I shivered a bit . I opened my eyes , and I rubbed them for a few minutes . As they became unblurry , I looked around to my surroundings . I was in my room . Everything seemed normal , till I saw my dress on the floor . Along with my lace from last night . Well .. Crap . I looked up , and there laid joshua sound asleep . He looked so peaceful . I was wrapped in his arms , and our legs tangled together under the blanket . The room felt so cold yet joshua's warmth made me warm and cozy . I didn't feel like getting up .

But we had to soon . So I snuggled to his chest , and I laid there listening to the sound pattern of his breathing . It all felt so good . But then sudden flashes of last night filled my mind , and I blushed just thinking about it . Last night was the best night of my life .. even for the first time . It was amazing . I loved it , and I hope we could do it again soon . But I'm sure he'll keep us busy with other stuff so the next time will be on the wedding night I'm sure of it . But I hope joshua enjoyed last night too , or else I'll feel bad . And I don't want that .

    * Knock * Knock *

I sat up immediately , and joshua rubbed his eyes . I held the blanket against my chest tightly . " Princess , we have your morning tea ready . " the maids said . Oh no . I groaned and sighed , but then joshua looked at me . I'm sure he's still tired . " Um .. i'm not excatly dressed at the moment , so come back later . " I said . " Yes princess . " they giggled . They then went away , and I sighed as I layed back down . Joshua pulled me close , and I smiled as I snuggled to his chest . His hand rubbing circles on my back , and I just enjoyed the moment .
" Good morning . " I said . " Good morning to you too . " he chuckled .
" So about last night? " I asked . " I loved it , it was an amazing night . " he said . I knew he was smiling as I was , I wanted to see him smiling . But I just didn't wanna pass up this feeling .

And so we stayed there for a little bit , and I enjoyed it as long as I could .