when your concerned about me..
why does it sound like your mad, irritated..
everything but concerned about me?!..
I want you to show me how concerned you are..
not how mad or upset or whatever..
yes..
you may have stuff on your mind..
but that doesn't mean you get all that anger and vent it out on me..
you make me feel like I should spend more time being away from you than with you..
and it make me very sad..
it pains..
hurt's my heart a lot..
and sometimes..
alone..
which is not what I wanna be around you..
I wanna be happy and keep you happy..
but sometimes..
I guess I feel..
like I never should have existed in your life..
YOU ARE READING
feelings..
Randomsometimes when angry or stressed or something.. all stupid negative feelings just rush out and you don't know what to do but think about bad stuff.. it seems like the only thing to do.. but sometimes you gotta go into the light and see how beautiful...