the only option good enough is pushing ppl away..
that way no one's gonna get hurt..
and I'm not too attached to em..
it lonely sometimes..
but I manage..
I don't like hurting ppl..
but I do..
I hate it..
but it still happens..
knowingly or unknowingly..

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feelings..
Randomsometimes when angry or stressed or something.. all stupid negative feelings just rush out and you don't know what to do but think about bad stuff.. it seems like the only thing to do.. but sometimes you gotta go into the light and see how beautiful...
pushing people away.. satisfies
the only option good enough is pushing ppl away..
that way no one's gonna get hurt..
and I'm not too attached to em..
it lonely sometimes..
but I manage..
I don't like hurting ppl..
but I do..
I hate it..
but it still happens..
knowingly or unknowingly..