think of it as you've been with this amazing opportunity person you're whole life and suddenly that person has to go away for sometime (not a week, less)
for me it feels like a piece of my heart is being ripped out off my chest and I can't do anything other than just sit still..
I mean I hate this feeling but I can't stop them either, I don't know how long can I hold it in..
I feel like crying most of the time but I gotta stay strong cuz if I don't they won't..
and I can't be this selfish, I mean it's important that they go and all but..
it still hurts..
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feelings..
Randomsometimes when angry or stressed or something.. all stupid negative feelings just rush out and you don't know what to do but think about bad stuff.. it seems like the only thing to do.. but sometimes you gotta go into the light and see how beautiful...