someone once told me that I was so intense..
I laughed..
and didn't say much..
well I look totally different from the out..
but inside I'm hurting so much..
I don't wanna tell anyone about my pain..
I feel I'll give them my pain..
which will then stress em out..
whc is what I don't want..
it's my pain..
I'd like to die with it..
I wanna keep people happy..
not make em..
I wanna do good..
not make em..
I don't like forcing stuff on ppl..
I don't know how to say no sometimes..
it's very irritating..
I was never like this before..
I've changed..
for better or worse..
idk..
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feelings..
Randomsometimes when angry or stressed or something.. all stupid negative feelings just rush out and you don't know what to do but think about bad stuff.. it seems like the only thing to do.. but sometimes you gotta go into the light and see how beautiful...