feelings..

a memorable year..

it's been a year now since ik these amazing girls at ACHS & ACJC..
where lik sis used to study..
ik I've worked there for only 7 months and a week as a substitute teacher..
but it changed me a bit..
it made me more confident..
it made me look at things in a different way..
and how to think different..
and to be different..
and with all of that to feel amazing about everything around me..
it was a year back on this very same day 5th September 2016 rn 2017 that teacher's day was celebrated..
I felt really nice!!..
and watched a video saying good stuff about me..
even though not all knew me well..
it felt amazing to be a teacher..
cuz I could understand both sides..
cuz I used to be a student and it felt weird to be a teacher..
it was my first job..
not any high-fi job..
but it was just right..
I remember waking up really early n getting ready..
cuz I was eager to meet my students..
who I also call kids..
it's weird but I always think that..
I had an amazing time teaching..
being under stress..
but trying to enjoy each moment..
cuz it was soon time to leave..
and for the first time..
I didn't wanna..
I Loved my job so much that I could do it for some more time and for free..
but I had to get back to studying..
after all not everything lasts  long..
there's always an end to it..
I didn't want it to end..
but in the end I got my students communicating with me every day through some all the other means of the internet..
and more and more day by day are communicating with me..
and I love it..
makes me feel so special as a teacher..
I also remember one of my student telling me she looks up to me..
I'm her inspiration..
that she wants to become like me..
I was scare..
and shocked..
and didn't know what to say..
cuz that's the first time anyone has said anything like that to me..
and I wanted to become a better person..
they gave me the courage to do something I always fear..
to speak..
with confidence..
in front of a lot of people..
before reaching..
I was this shy..
reserved..
introvert..
but they changed me..
they're my priceless possessions..
just like my Family..
I wouldn't let em go..
never trade em for something better..
would only keep em for myself..
never share em..
I'm starting to love my life even more with all these important people around me..
if anyone would trade places with me I would always say no..
even if it would be for my own good..
because I intend to live the life god has gifted me with..
I won't just throw it away..
I'm not mad..
I'm just really very lucky!!.
all that love..
all those memories..
I'll cherish it forever..