u do this one thing that's not good or good for someone else..
u try to help urself or someone else..
and then u lie..
for u or others..
then no one can trust..
u or anyone..
no matter how much u try..
and it's just not enough..
but ur not liying..
why would they care?!..
all they know..
is that u lied..
now ur only known for liying..
it's hard to forget..
and ur hurting inside..
and they ask..
have u done it?!..
is ir really true?!..
and ur shouting and screaming..
and they're still stuck there..
where?!..
or when?!..
when u lied..
and they can't or won't get back..
cuz one lie changes everything..
no matter u lie or not..
it's finished..
it's over..
there's no help..
now even if u scream..
no one hears..
ur all alone..
it's all ur fault..
u should've never lie..
even if it was for someone else..
now there's only hurt and pain..
and only regrets..
this is my world..
in which I've gotta live..
no option..
no other place..
no other time..
just go through it..
it'll fine in the end..
but it'll only hurt for now..
that's all that's left..
hurt..
pain..
regret..
sorrow..
sadness..
empty..
lonely..
needy..
hatred..
anger..
everything but no trust..
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feelings..
Randomsometimes when angry or stressed or something.. all stupid negative feelings just rush out and you don't know what to do but think about bad stuff.. it seems like the only thing to do.. but sometimes you gotta go into the light and see how beautiful...
