feelings..

friends.. fake people

for me "friends" are just fake people who come into your life not to be friends but to change you and make your like them..
fake..
pathetic..
useless..
I feel they are just fucked up people who haven't had anything good happen to them..
and they take it out on you..
sometimes they're even so jealous they take everyone u talk to away from you..
later all they do is just be a fake fuckin moron in your life..
never helping..
never being there for you..
fake in front of your family..
I don't have friends cuz I chose not to go down that path where the only thing I'll feel is pain..
where I'll only get hurt real bad..
taken granted of..
where maybe cuz of some silly fucked up reason I'll be ignored or left aside like I'm some pice of shit..
sometimes you think of them and be like who's gonna get involved in their shit..
and you think"it'll be better if I'm out of their miserable lives.."
but sometimes teaching them a good lesson might or might not do the trick..
so..
I guess my only hope or last resort is "I'm better off without them.."
*I have better people than them in my life who'll take care of me and always be by my side No Matter What*