feelings..

A girl's life..

do you think a girl's life is perfect?!..
if u do think again..
it isn't perfect..
she's got a lot of struggles to go through..
when she's born not everyone is happy with her..
she's not given a priority..
not everyone excepts her..
she's born..
but when ppl know it's a girl..
before she's even lived for a bit..
she's sent to her grave..
she's got a lot to think..
about how to be better than any boy in her family..
every task or work given to her has to done in that given amount of time..
she thinks..
why can't I be a boy?!..
I'd make everyone proud..
there's restrictions on that too..
can't wear really cool clothes..
why?!..
cuz only guys in the family cn..
can't go out to play..
or be accompanied by someone to go anywhere..
but for a limited time..
it's dangerous..
why?!..
cuz you'd get killed or raped or molested..
either the person accompanying would do it or some near u..
that's if she's lucky enough to be alive..
she gets all of this..
but that's what used to happen when ppl used to have a small mind..
now it's different for us girls..
we can do whatever we want..
not that there's less stress in our lives..
but stress like..
how to look perfect..
am I too fat?!..
should I diet?!..
or exercise?!..
am I too tan?!..
should I put creams?!..
or do some treatments?!..
periods?!..
why?!..
it would be so much better to be a guy..
at least they don't bleed every month..
or have to go through the monthly pain..
or cravings..
or mood swings..
even after all that still do house work..
when u should rest..
u can't eat whatever you want..
how to be presentable..
does my hair look good?!..
why isn't my hair soft and smooth?!..
seriously guys don't go growing ur hair..
I can't make out if ur really a guy or not..
having a crush..