#12 :: A Change Of Heart.

21.

TIA

Tonight I was going out with the girls I went college with. We all studied social care and ended up with the same job but just in different areas. It was one of the girls birthday so we decided to go out and turn up!

As soon as we arrived to the club I was turning heads. It's not a surprise. I don't mean to blow my own horn but... beep beep! I'm about five foot three inches with a slim waist a nice pair of boobs that sit right without a bra and a fat ass that gets me attention even when I ain't looking for it! Tonight I'm wearing a silver glittery two piece top and skirt. The top is a halter neck with a cheeky bit of side boob and my skirt is a body con style. If I bend over, the whole world will know I have no panties on. So note to self: no dirty dancing tonight Tia!

The club is playing the right tunes and the vibe is nice. We're in the VIP area with our own booth so guys are always approaching us offering us drinks. We literally have not spent a penny tonight. I'm feeling tipsy and the music has me feeling nice, so nice I went out to the dance floor. I'm swaying my hips as the music is playing when I feel a guy come up behind me. I decide to give him the dance of his life. To my surprise his waistline is a match for mine and that just makes the dance even sweeter. When the song comes to an end I turn around hoping his face is as good as his waist only to see it is my ex - Blaze!

"What the fuck?!" I said and walk off back to my friends.

"Hey girl we saw you giving that dude the whine of his life!" One of the girls said.

"Y'all saw?!"

"Yeah! Y'all looked cute! Did you get his name?!"

"Naw. I never."

"Well now's yo chance. They coming over." My girl said.

I looked up and there he was walking over with his boys. I felt sick. The room started spinning.

Why is he here? Why??

I was feeling a mixture of feelings. Anger, frustration, annoyance, sad, and even slightly happy.

Get. Yourself. Together. Tia.

"Hey ladies, we see it's one of y'all birthday. We was wondering if we could join y'all... we'll be sure to keep the bottles flowing!" One of Blaze friend said.

The whole time Blaze refused to take his eyes off of me.

"Well I don't see why not, there's more than enough space. Just make sure you keep them bottles flowing because it's my birthday and I want to turn the hell up!!" Sheree the birthday girl said.

"No problem. I got you shawty." He said as the guys sat down and of course where did Blaze sit? Next to me.

Lord give me strength!

The only thing I could do was drink. Drink so I could get through the night.

"You okay? You knocking them back." Blaze said to me.

I ignored him. Sheree comes over and sits next to Blaze.

"So I saw you guys getting y'all groove on, on the dance floor. You guys looked cute together. Make sure you don't leave without taking my girls number. Okay?" She said with her drunk self.