#12 :: A Change Of Heart.

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VANESSA

I thought I was dreaming that I had a man face first in my love box but I wasn't. My eyes opened to the sensation of my clit being flicked and licked. I just laid there going with the flow. It wasn't long before I started shaking and moaning uncontrollably. I just about caught my breathe before I felt his thick dick inside of me. We moaned and moved in sync with one another. Our tongues locked as we kissed each other passionately. After a while of slow, intimate sex I decided to take control. I got on top and rode him just how he liked it. He always loves when I'm on top.

"Shit. You're gonna make me cum babe." Byron moaned.

"That's the whole point." I said as I tightened my muscles around his dick and rode him like my life depended on it. He pulled me down towards him and went crazy as he picked up speed. I couldn't help but scream and I knew this was because he was about to reach his peak. I matched his strokes and we was fucking uncontrollably. Eventually we both climaxed at the same time and laid there lifeless.

So... I know, you're most probably wondering how did I end up here. The day Kayden walked out on me I didn't cry, I didn't get mad, I just went where my heart told me to go. Since that day I've pretty much been having an affair and do you know what? I couldn't be happier. I'm more sad about when I have to go home. Kayden is still sulking so he sleeps in the spare room but I couldn't care less. I'm always very busy, if it's not work I'm with Byron. I even spend time with his family. I've been visiting Dionne a lot making sure she has company and doesn't want for anything. I'm still working with Micah so I'm very much involved with Byron's family.

I would like to say that Byron is happy but he's not. He doesn't like being the "side nigga" ha! Guys are always out here having side chicks now one becomes the side he has a problem.

"So when are you going to talk to him?" Byron asks me as I come out of the shower.

"I don't know. He's hardly there when I'm there and if I do see him it's always... awkward."

"Awkward?"

"Yeah... Neither of us know what to say. To be honest I have nothing to say. He walked out on me and cancelled shit with me. So unless he's ready to come to me I'll continue living my life how I see fit."

"So that's with me as your side piece."

"Do we have a problem Byron?"

"Of course we do. Why don't you just tell him it's over?"

"It's not that easy."

"What do you mean? Yes it is. I tell you what's not easy. Every time you go home and I know there's a chance y'all will decide to make shit work and then I'm left looking and feeling like a fool."

"It's not just about ending it though. We have a life together. We own a house which we are still paying for."

"I'll buy him out."

"Yeah.. because that will go down well."

"I don't see the issue. That's just a cop out. I've got the money to buy you or him out and you're saying no. I think you like knowing you have me here and soft boy to go home to."

"Don't try and flip this on me. You was all here for it to begin with! I'm in no rush to leave one guy and be with another. Least of all you! You ain't even good at being faithful."

"And you are?"

"Ha. Well I learned from the best."

"I'm not going to be your littles secret for much longer. My family basically think that me and you are back together. Yeah it's been fun and it will always be fun where you are concerned but if you want me to be faithful you need to take a leaf out of your own book. You can't bitch about me when you're here not being faithful to your "man". I've changed a lot from the guy you used to know." He said before he walked off into the bathroom.

I hated when we had these little heated moments. But he did have a point. I couldn't do this forever. I had to make a decision. Stay with Kayden, leave Kayden. Be with Byron, don't be with Byron or just be damn single.

If I was single no one could give me no headache. The more I thought about it the more that sounded like the best option.

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