#12 :: A Change Of Heart.

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DAYNA

Oshane has been on my mind a lot so I decided to call him. He was reluctant but he agreed in the end. After thinking about what the girls said I guess it was time I was honest with myself and to Oshane. My doorbell rang and for some reason I was nervous.

This is a guy who has seen you naked. Why are you nervous?

When I opened the door he didn't even look like he wanted to be here.

"Hey." I said.

"Sup." He said.

"Thanks for coming... I wanted to talk to you."

"About?"

"First of all your bluntness. I'm sorry at how I dealt with things the last time I saw you, but I am trying to make things right. So you ain't got to jump from the roof tops but it's not making this any easier you being so blunt."

"I dunno what else you want from me Dayna."

"Well as I said I owe you an apology. I'm sorry for how our last conversation went. I wasn't expecting for you to have feelings for me. A sexual attraction yes, nothing else. Then I realised when you left and I didn't hear from you how important you actually are to me. Before anything you've always been a great friend..."

"Friend?"

"Yes. Let's be real, we built a friendship. Had we not it couldn't and wouldn't have got to this here right now. Whilst you was gone I realised we do have a connection. I still stand by what I say when I say I don't like guys... well not usually. I'm still working out what really is going on with me. I guess also the last relationship I had I thought was forever and look how that turned out. What I'm trying to say is... I don't want to lose our friendship. I can't speak for the future as I don't know what it may or may not hold for us but I'm willing to go with the flow."

"I dunno Day... how I know you ain't going to flip out on me like you did before?"

"I didn't flip out! I was just surprised! You caught me off guard. Besides, I really missed having you around."

"Really?"

"Yes! I told you I valued our friendship or whatever you want to call it. The smoke, the drinking, the sex, even the times we go out to eat!"

"I miss those too." He said.

This is good! This is going well!

"Soooo... am I forgiven?"

"I guess I can forgive you... but you've been real real bad. So it's only right you suffer the consequences."

"Consequences?"

"Yep. Come." He said to me.

We went to my room and he asked me if I had rope. I didn't have rope but I had handcuffs. He stripped me and handcuffed me to the bed. He laid in between my legs and started licking my clit. Instantly my juices started flowing. I arched my back as that's all I could do. He had a firm grip of my legs making it almost impossible for me to move. He picked up speed licking and flicking and sucking on my clit and I felt like I was going to explode.

"Fuck!" I managed to get out.

That just made him continue and in next to no time I was riding my first orgasm.

"Aaaaahhhhh shittt!!!"

That didn't stop him he continued. I was so sensitive it was a pleasurable pain. I now see why he handcuffed my hands. This was my punishment. I was helplesss. After my second orgasm I was weak. He then pushed my legs back to my head and entered inside of me. I gasped. He was fucking me so good I was going insane knowing I couldn't move.

"Fuck.. yes... I'm gonna cummmmmmmmm." I didn't even get to finish when my body started convulsing.

I felt like my body was broken. I just laid there lifeless. Who would have thought that something I was receiving so often would have me like this due to a little dry spell. That and Oshane punished the hell out of me. I liked it!

I laid there lifeless as Oshane came and cleaned me up. After that we laid down and caught up on each other's life whilst we hadn't been talking. The whole time we was holding hands and it no longer felt weird. I enjoyed it.

That whole day me and Oshane spent having sex, being high, drinking and we ordered take away. He even stayed the night and we cuddled. I started to think that maybe... just maybe... I could get used to this!

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