Nicotine: the sequel to 'The Ballad Of Brallon'

I write sins not tragedies

Brendons pov:

I get out of the restraints room faster than I did last time. I still haven't slept. I'm going off of four days without sleep. I don't know what will happen if I fall asleep all I know is it won't get me out of here any faster.

I sit down by Sarah to eat lunch. "You look terrible," she laughs. "and I feel terrible too," I add, "What about you? Have you had anything to eat lately?" I ask her. "You know I can survive off of just water for a long time p, but you, your gonna die quicker from no sleep," Sarah jokes. I actually don't feel tired at all. Losing all the sleep has put life back into me. Even though it doesn't look that way.

During our group s is the only time we are allowed writing utensils. I write down my name and number and pass the note to Sarah. Sarah has become my best friend in here and I don't want to lose touch with her.

As I go to my room for quiet time after groups I can hear nurses running to someones room. I try to drown out all the noises by rereading my song for what feels like the hundredth time. When I hear a code blue from room 912. That's Sarahs room. I run to see her and the staff move me out of the way not before I get a glimpse of a dead Sarah laying on the ground by her toilet. 

The morgue takes Sarah away where all the other dead people go in this hospital. Now I really need to leave. I don't know how I'll be able to live on this unit without Sarah. Dallon hasn't visited me since our argument. I want to make it up to him. I'll tell him I've been sleeping again. I'll tell him I look terrible because I lost Sarah. I just really need to hear his voice.

I call Dallon and told him I was sleeping again. I also told him about my losing Sarah. He believes everything I'm telling him. I feel terrible for lying to him but I don't know what else to do. He tells me that he's going to try to visit me tomorrow.