Nicotine: the sequel to 'The Ballad Of Brallon'

Let the show begin

Brendons pov:

I wake up and see Dallon crying over me. "Brendon!" he screeched. "I've really gotta stop waking up here," I tell him. "I am so sorry I did this to you baby," he says, "I don't know what I was thinking when I had sex with Spencer. I wanted to remember something that used to be there. But, it's not there anymore. He still feels the same for me but I'm in love with you." 

"It's ok you don't need to apologize. I do. I tried to kill myself. I don't deserve you. So what if you cheated I can get over it. But," I start to get choked up, "B-But if I killed myself that would be forever." Dallon hugs me and kisses me telling me he will never cheat again.

"I hope not," I laugh, "because we are getting married soon." I didn't want Dallon to think I was mad it him. I love that guy. But hearing him admit to having sex with Spencer breaks me. I feel like I'm dying inside. I need to act okay with it though, because I'm scared if I mess up again that I'll really lose Dallon. 

The doctors stitch my arm up then let me leave because I told them I wasn't feeling suicidal. Even though I was on the inside, I don't want anyone knowing that. When me and Dallon get home we pack our clothes and instruments. He gives me a hug and says he never wants to leave me. So keep your dick in your pants. "I never want to leave you too. I love you Dally," I say. "I love you too Breny," he says, kissing me on the forehead. 

We put our things on the tour bus. Once all of the other band members get on the bus we take off to our first show. The tour starts out in Magna, Utah.