"Why the fuck would you do that Ethan? Am I not good enough? Is there something he has that I don't. I don't understand." Grayson says, tears threatening to spill out of his eyes.
"No baby. That's not it. I was drunk. I-" Ethan tries to defend himself yet he knows he made a huge mistake.
"Don't call me baby." Grayson spat looking at his twin getting angrier by the second.
"I- grayson I'm sorry." The older twin says as his eyes filling with guilty tears.
"Save it. A drunks man's words are a sober man's thoughts." Grayson says feeling more and more disgusted by his twins wrong doing.
"No please grayson. Baby don't leave me. J-just please don't leave me. Y-you're all I have left. My world without you isn't complete. Y-you don't understand how much I l-love you. I'm sorry. Please." Ethan pleads making Grayson begin to feel bad.
"You did this while you were drunk. You'd do this if you were sober as well. Believe me Ethan, I love you. Hearing his stupid ass moans from behind the door fucking broke me. You don't understand how much I love you yet you go and fuck some random guy behind my back. That's so devastating and you know it. You know how fucking loyal I am to you. I give you everything just to make sure a smile stays on your face but you repay me nothing. I trusted you Ethan and you let me down."
Ethan's sobs uncontrollably getting dizzy and lightheaded by his twin brothers words.
"I'm s-sorry." Ethan cries running his hands through his hair.
"Sorry won't cut it." The younger twin shakes his head in dismay turning around, walking out the door slamming it behind him leaving Ethan alone.
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I'm honeslty at a really shitty place in my life
