Ethan's P.O.V
"NO GRAYSON. SHUT THE HELL UP DAMN. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANYTHING YOU SAY THAT COULD POSSIBLY MAKE THIS SITUATION BETTER. I GET IT, YOU CHANGED AND NOW GUESS WHAT? IT'S ALL OVER AND YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT. YOU'RE THE ONE THAT LOST THE FEELINGS SO STOP BLAMING ME FOR RUINING THIS RELATIONSHIP. I DID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AND WE BOTH KNOW THAT. THERE'S NO NEED TO PRETEND THAT YOU LOVE ME ANYMORE. I'M ACCEPTING THE TRUTH AND I'M GOING TO MOVE ON TO SOMEONE BETTER THAN YOU. YOU MADE MY LIFE HELL. I HATE YOU GRAYSON BAILEY DOLAN. BYE."
I screamed in my brothers face. Also known as my now ex boyfriend.
He was in tears and it honeslty didn't make me feel the slightest bit of guilt. He's the one who lost the feelings.
"Baby please. I seriously didn't mean it." Grayson said sobbing at this point. I looked in his eyes and could tell he really meant it. I still don't feel bad though. He's the one that fucked up this relationship. Not me.
"Grayson. I'm sorry but it's for the best. You know how much I loved you and you go and cheat on me. How in any shape or form do you think that's ok?" I said as my voice cracks and shakes.
He looks down and let's his tears crop down to the floor making tiny droplets on my wooden floors.
"I-I'm sorry Ethan." Grayson said stuttering.
I reached my hand to his chin and put one finger until it to lift his head up.
"I want our relationship to go back to the way it used to be. When we weren't afraid to hold hands in public and we would show each other how much we loved one another. I want everything to go back to the way it was. What happened to that?" I asked as we stare into each other's eyes.
"N-nate happened." Grayson says as a dark gaze fills his usually hazel orbs making them dark and mysterious looking. His eyes are filled with anger.
Nate. Oh how much I hate that name. That's the name of my enemy. That's the name of nothing good. That name makes anger rush through my body the second I hear it. Nate is the name I hate most.
"O-oh u-uh." I say now looking down letting my tears drop on the floor of my apartment as well.
"Yeah didn't think of that did you?" Grayson asked now not stuttering meaning he's pissed off. Shit.
"Grayson calm down." I said running his arm. His muscles were flexed meaning he's ready to throw a punch any minute now.
"THAT BITCH FUCKING RAPED YOU AND YOU EXPECT ME TO CALM DOWN? WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?" Grayson shouted in my face. I started to move back a little kinda scared at his tone of voice and behavior.
"It's in the past gray. Believe me. I fine and I mean that. I'm strong. I got through it and you know who made me able to fight through it?" I asked making sure he's looking in my eyes.
His eyes soften under my gaze as he looks down at me.
"W-who?" He says stuttering again.
I smile and look up at him.
"You. You're the one that made everything possible for me. I would be nothing without you. You're the light to my darkness and I know how cliche that sounds but it's honeslty true. You are fucking amazing and I mean that. Even if you may not be perfect in anyone else's eyes, you're perfect in my eyes and I love you." I tell grayson truthfully.
His eyes widen at the phrase I love you.
"Ethan. You know what you just said right?" Grayson asked kind of shocked.
"I said I love you and I meant it." I said leaning in. He caught on to what I'm trying to do and leaned in as well.
It all happened so fast. Within 0.5 seconds, his lips collided with mine passionate as ever. It's never been this way with Grayson.
The way his lips move against mine like a piece of artwork. He truly is a masterpiece.
Our lips mold together almost perfectly as his hands cup my cheeks. This is the first time one of our kisses didn't turn sexual. Usually, his hands grip my ass but today is different.
It's full of love. I don't use that word often unless I really mean it and now I do.
I thought he love had faded away but this showed me another side of him. Another side I want to get to know better. A side I truly love.
Feelings fade
When people change
I stayed the same
You played your games
I guess sometimes a person can change and their feelings will never fade.
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