Grayson's P.O.V
I have feelings for someone I shouldn't. I've kept them hidden for about three months because I know he doesn't love me back at least not in the way I love him.
He's obviously straight because of his hoe of a girlfriend Addilyn. It's not even funny how much of a hoe she is. Ethan is so clueless. He doesn't realize she's fucking another guy like every weekend. I try to tell him but he always refuses to believe me.
He just yells at me or even gets physical and shoves me. He makes me weak. He plays with my emotions but he doesn't even know it.
When we touch, I get these butterflies in my stomach that I can't explain. He makes me feel things I've never felt before.
But he's blind by Addilyn. Her name alone makes me cringe. She's so pathetic. She thinks Ethan is hers but little does she know, he's mine and he's always been mine.
He's the only that's been here through everything. There's never been a time we weren't there for each other. He loves me but not in the way I love him.
I love everything about him including his flaws. The way he always comes to me when he's in trouble. He doesn't go to her. Only me.
Everyday I sit in my room reading grethan fan fiction on this app called Wattpad. Just imagines what Ethan and I would be like together makes me happy.
But I know it's never bound to happen.
Addilyn is just in my way.
I walk downstairs to get some food and see them cuddling. I already feel my eyes burn but I hide my face with my hands so he won't see or even notice me. Addilyn rudely glares at me knowing I know about the things she does behind Ethan's back.
I glare at her the same way mocking her.
"Ahh Ethan Grayson flipped me off." She whines rubbing Ethan's bare chest. Ethan gives me a look of pure hatred.
"What. The. Fuck. Addilyn. Stop making up shit that's true. You glared at me so I returned the same glare. But I sure as hell didn't flip you off so stop being so bitchy and just accept the truth. You know what you do behind Ethan's back sooo do you want me to tell Ethan?" I say smirking at the end of my sentence.
I see her tense up because I caught her hoe ass. She stands up and grabs her stuff and begins to walk out the door but Ethan grabs her wrist.
"What the fuck is he talking about Addilyn?" Ethan asks. I can see the anger in his eyes.
"Um I think I should be going." She says sounding scared. She tries to turn around but I think Ethan's grip on her is tight.
At the perfect moment, a red camri pulls up in our driveway leaving Ethan and I confused. Tyler from the football team walks out of the car making Ethan and I even more confused. Addilyn doesn't seem confused at all but shocked.
Tyler just walks right into our house without a care in the world. That cunt. He walks straight to Addilyn and grabs her by her waist pulling her out of Ethan's grip.
"Hey babe" Tyler says. Addilyn kisses Tyler on the cheek and Ethan just stands there shocked.
"Get the fuck out of my house right now." Ethan says dramatically raised his voice. I can tell by his tone that he's pissed off.
"Gladly." Addilyn says and intertwines her hands with Tyler while smirking.
"Fuck you slut." Ethan says harshly.
I think he might go a little too far.
"Ethan." I say walking up to him and pulling him into a comforting hug. I expected him to push me away in anger but instead, he immediately hugs me back and suddenly cries into my shoulder. It hurts me to see him like this.
"Ethan it'll be ok. I promise." I say still hugging him. He slowly leans away from my embrace and cups both my cheeks. Without hesitation, he connects his lips with mine. I'm beyond shocked but I kiss back considering I've been waiting so long to do this.
I pull away out of breath and confusion. "Ethan? Why'd you do that?" I ask looking into his beautiful hazel eyes. "You don't realize how long I've been wanting to do that."
He looks into my eyes and back to my lips.
My world stopped. It was only Ethan and I. No one else. All my surroundings disappeared leaving only me and him. I feel tears in my eyes. No please not now. I can't help it.
I start sobbing as I hear those words. He likes me. My one and only true love likes me.
"Grayson what's wrong?" He asked. I smile and peck his lips. "I love you so much Ethan and I mean that." I say nervously but not at the same time.
I see he has tears in his eyes as well. He grabs my waist and pulls me into a tight hug. Man I love this boy.
"I'm sorry I never believed you. I'm sorry for all the times I pushed you away. I love you Grayson." He says.
"None of that matters now. What matters to me and you and nothing else." I kiss his once again. The butterflies in my stomach vanish and turn into full fireworks. As cliche as it sounds, it's true and I can't deny it.
I finally don't have to keep my hidden feelings hidden anymore.
Ethan is mine.
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Yesss I know this is complete and utter crap but who cares. I hope you enjoyed this. Bc grethan is my entire life. Ily peace✌
