*4 Weeks Later*
-Ali's POV-
I held my hair back as I threw up for like the 3rd time this morning. I got up from the toilet and started brushing my teeth. There was a knock on the door. I rinsed my mouth out and went to go answer the door.
"Hey Spence. " I said as I opened the door.
"Are you okay?" Spencer asked "You look kind of pale."
"Umm yeah. My stomach is a little messed up but other than that, yeah. Why?"
"Cause I called you three times this morning and you didn't answer not once. I thought something happened to you, Ali."
"Spencer, calm down. I'm fine. You must've called while I was in the bathroom throwing up. "
When Spencer hugged me I caught a whiff of her perfume and started to feel nauseous again.
"Ugh, Spencer do you have on new perfume?" I said while putting my hand over my mouth to try to stop the feeling like I was going to throw up right then and there.
"Umm, no this is the same one that I have always worn. You never had a problem with it before. What's going on Ali?" she looked at me with a confused look.
"I just need something to settle my stomach. Just feeling a little queasy." I walked toward the kitchen in search of some crackers.
Spencer looked in the refrigerator and handed me some Ginger Ale.
"Thanks. So besides me not answering my phone what brings you over?" I asked while sipping on the drink.
She ran her hands through her hair. "Well you know the Fields' vow renewal is coming up..."
"Yeah. Pam invited me and I accepted." I stated as I started to eat a cracker.
"You know that Emily is gonna be there."
" I know." I held my head down.
"She misses you Ali."
"Yeah, she definitely made that known while we talked on the phone." I shook my head
"She called me after you left and we talked for a minute before she had to go to work. She admitted that she misses you."
"Really?..."
"Yes." Spencer smiled at me
I smirked a little.
"Ali, I need to ask you a serious question and please don't lie to me."
I looked at her for a second. "Okay."
"Do you love her?"
"Do I love...?"
"Emily, Do you love her? Like are you In Love with her?"
Yes! I wanted to yell out but I didn't want Spencer to be the first one to know that I love Emily. I want Emily to know first.
"I know how I feel when she looks at me. I've never felt that way with anyone before. Its like she sees who you really are. Maybe thats the scariest part. You look at her...you look in her eyes and you wanna be worth the effort. You wanna be the person she sees. She's really special."
I didn't realize that I was crying until I felt Spencer put her hand on mine.
"You need to tell her, Ali."
"But I didn't answer your question."
"You did." Spencer said as she smiled at me.
"What if she doesn't feel the same way anymore?"
"Ali, its Em. She's always gonna love you. Its just gonna take a lot to prove that you love her after everything that has happened."
I nodded my head. "I know."
"Well, I'm meeting Toby. So I'll see you later at the vow renewal?"
"Yeah, I'll see you. Tell Toby I said Hi."
When Spencer left I went in the room and got dressed. I didn't feel like dressing up right now until the reception, so I just put on a pair of sweats and a Rolling shirt t-shirt. I grabbed my keys, walked out of the door and headed to my car.
I drove to The Brew.
I walked up to the counter. "What can I get you?" Courtney asked.
"Umm...can I just get a green tea please? To go."
"It'll just be a minute." She said as she started to turn around.
I checked my phone to see what time it was. Only 4 more hours before the Vow Renewal. Before I see Emily...
I turned around and saw that a line had formed while I was waiting for my tea. My heart sped up when I saw HER. She was typing something on her phone.
"Emily." I called out to her.
She looked up from her phone and made eye contact with me.
"Hi, Ali." God I missed her voice. I missed her.
"Ali D!" Courtney yelled out. I turned around to get my drink and pay for it.
When I turned back around Emily was gone. I shook my head and walked outside and got in my car and drove home.
