Different - Part 21

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His arms around my waist.
Mine around his neck.
Our noses collided.
Our eyes sealed.

Our lips barely touching.

Ethan hiccuped, startling himself.

His face turned as red as a tomato in a matter of seconds.

I burst out laughing.

We walk down towards a nearby pond. I sit at the edge petting a turtle swimming towards us.

Ethan sits behind me, pulling me close to his chest.

I don't know what we are exactly.

Friends.
More than friends.
Really close friends.

I don't know what it may be classified to society, but whatever it is, I like it.

I love Ethan.
I honestly do.
I don't know what I'd be or what I'd do without him by my side.
But it's a different kind of love.

I wouldn't be able to look straight into his eyes and tell him that.

He's special. Really.

He's almost perfect.

Who am I kidding?

He's more than perfect.

Too perfect for me.

He's flawless.

He has a beautiful heart.

One that deserves more than I could ever offer.

Maybe that's why I love him.

Maybe that's why I can't love him.

The way society says we should.

The way I want to.

It's just hard.

It's just different.

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