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Part 10: harry

When i got home i quickly take a shower just to make me feel fresh, harry told me he'll be here after football practice, i dont know why but im really really really nervous about it. I never really bring a boy home before well i used to bring ricky all the time.
I went downstairs and make myself a sandwich, i need to calm down when harry got here and food is the only way i can calm myself down. Its no big deal honestly he just want to hang out as a friend of course.

Okay eating is not helping me to calm myself down, now i feel like im gonna throw up. Ugh i feel so weird that i start developing feelings for harry, oh harry what you do to me. Then my phone start buzzing a couple times and i already know that's harry without even bothered to cheek my phone i walk downstairs and i see harry standing there "hey come in" i said

"I got these for you" he said as he hand me cheese burger and milk shake, what am i gonna do with you harry. Fuck now i like him even more, ugh this is not good

"well thankyou" i smile, i lead him to my bedroom

"Nice bedroom, you have a beautiful view over here" harry said looking out the window, little do you know harry you're much beautifuler than the view. "Well thankyou you do too" harry said wait what?! Did i just thinking out loud again?

"Hu?"

"You said im beautiful and i said you do too" harry said, i can feel my cheek flushed "even prettier now" he smile

I walk to my bed and open my laptop "uh do you want to watch something" i asked and harry nodded as he sit next to me, me and harry end up watching gossip girl of course harry complained all the time but i dont really care.

Maybe this time i should tell him i like him right? Because last time i try to hold it, we ended up not talking because some of miscommunication which is really sucks. "Are you okay?" Harry asked, uh maybe i just should say it now??

I paused the movie and turn to harry "actually there's something, uh i dont know how you gonna take this i me-"

"You can go straight to the point mads" harry look at me carefully, i cant believe im going to confessed my feeling to harry well its now or never right?

"Okay, lets just go straight to the point. here goes nothing" it seems like i just cant get the words came out of my mouth, harry just staring at me waiting for me to say the words

"Are you gonna say it?" He raise his eyebrow, oh my god im so nervous like im literally sweating like a pig right now. Oh my god please one just kill me, nah i dont want to die yet. I have to begs for forgiveness before i die because i have too many mistake "are you seriously zoning out right now?" Harry said waving his hand in front of me

"Oh right! Uh i dont know how you gonna take this i me-"

"Just say it madison" harry cut me off

"I like you i know we agreed to stay friends i just want you to know that." i said quietly, i dont even dare to see harry's face right now like im too scared to see him. I put my hands on my face, im too embarrassed like this is the first time I confessed my feeling to someone.

To be honest i never really thoughts that i'll like harry, ever since he move here like i never see him with a girl not even once. I never heard a rumor about him and a girl, like never. i almost thought he's gay. Wait hold up why do i get a chance to think so long, why the hell he stay quiet?? Can someone just put me in a coma so i dont have to deal with harry right now. Im dying of embarrassment right now, i knew he doesnt likes me back.

"Y-you like me more than friends?" He stuttered and i nodded, he sighed i can feel his stare burning at me. "Hey look at me" i shook my head, heck im too embarrassed to see his face.

He grab my hands and make me lookat him in the eyes, my eyes immediately locked into his green one. "Listen, i do like you but not more than a friends. Im sorry"

"You dont have to say sorry its okay" i mumbled "eh maybe we should just finish this" i changed the subject, my eyes glued to the tv and i can feel harry staring at me "i can feel you're staring at me harry" i huffed as i look into his direction

"Hmm" he hummed not bother to look away "please never think less of yourself, you're beautiful" ugh i know that he's trying to be nice because its a friends thing but i literally just told him that i like him does he knows how hard it is for me to get over him while he's here

"No stop, listen if you want to be just friends i have ground rules" i paused looking at harry who's looking beautiful as ever "dont tell me im beautiful just don't compliment me"

"But you are beautiful" harry frowned oh god this boy.

"Harry" i warned

"Fine fine, so friends?"

"Friends"

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A/N

umm what the fuck harry???