Yours

Part 5: leah

"We havent hang for a while" i said as leah parked her car, i really miss hanging out with leah. We have been too busy with harry and zayn we really need our quality time

"I know! Im thinking about maybe you should stay over at my place tonight" leah said, staying over at leah place would be nice. We havent do this in a while

"Yeah sure, but why cant we stay at mine? My dad is on business trip and i think my mom is at my grandma house" if i was serena i probably already throw a party, serena is a senior when i was a freshman and believe me her party is so freaking lit. Maybe i should do one sometime

Both me and leah been shopping all day long, she also talks about zayn all day long which is really making me want to puke, sike. I really love the way she talks about zayn to be honest i know its probably like too soon to say this but she seems so in love with zayn and i love the thoughts of them together they really really look great together "so tell me about harry are you guys still fake dating or what?"

"Yeah we still and im start to like him, he totally friend zoned me before we go to tay's party" i rolled my eyes, i honestly feel so confused about how i feel towards harry and how he feel towards me. He probably dont feel anything towards me though i mean why would he im ugly ugh.

"He friend zoned you?! BUT AT THE PARTY YOU TWO!" Leah said as threw her hands up in frustration

"I know guess we both can be an artist" i laugh but leah giving me the 'its not a joke' look "maybe i will tell him about my feeling once i found out do i like him or not" i continued

"Well you better be! No frickle frackle okay? I dont want him to take advantage specially that it'll be your first time" rightt i never have sex before, im 16 and still a virgin which a good thing right? Right im gonna answered that by myself

"I know dont worry about that, i want my first time to be special so dont worry about it" i smile, its true though i want my first time to be special with someone who i love; i told leah not to be worry yet im worry that i'll lose it to harry eventually. Gosh what if he think im not good in bed it'll be a total disaster, wait why the hell I think im going to lose it to him? why i keep thinking about him anyway?

"Good girl, but seriously if you know about how you feel you better tell him or you'll regret it and you loose a chance to be happy"

This is why we're friend, Leah and me care about each other a lot like we would always remind each other the same thing over and over again until we get annoyed by it. My friendship with leah is different from my friendship with Taylor, when im friends with taylor it felt like im on the top of the world like no one can mess with us if someone did well they better be say goodbye to their social life cause we all know the whole school will hate her.

Of course when me and tay stop talking, there's no that kind of rules because some of them on my side and some on tay. Since i dont play queen b all the time i just turn into something normal not someone who's everyone always look up too like taylor.
Im pretty surprised that taylor didn't turn everyone against me, or maybe she did try but failed. Who knows right??

"I will tay" i said, and leah looking at me with a confused expression

"Why the fuck you called me tay?" she frowned "are you thinking about taylor?" she asked, Leah on the other hand always scared that i'll pick taylor over her. I dont know why she thinks like that honestly

"Oh god im sorry! I was but its nothing important. Can you forget what just happend?" I asked

"I will if you buy me pizza and smoothie " i rolled my eyes, me and leah is like the same person. If you want to get our good side just bribe us with food, and we'll be your sleeve.

"Fine" i said

After 3 hours shopping we decided to go home, well more specifically go to leah's place "is your brother home?" I asked leah and she shrugged

"Im home" leah said, as soon as we get inside we heard boys laughing, obviously liam is home. I never get how come liam be so calm that zayn date his sister if i was liam i probably be pissed.

"How come liam so calm that you date his best friend?" I asked as we walk to the kitchen completely ignoring liam and his friends

"He was pissed at first but at the end of the day he just want me to be happy" i nodded

"Oh hey babe i didn't know you were home" zayn said as he enter the kitchen and kiss leah

"Hey i just got home and im thinking about making mac and cheese for me and maddie, do you want some?" Leah asked

"No, we ordered pizza a couple minutes ago" zayn said, umm i want that pizza

"Zayn what takes you so long" i heard harry groaned from the other room, he's here?? Well thats explained why he doesnt reply my text, well he dont have to reply my text its not like im his girlfriend or something. ugh i really need to talk to him about the ground rules, but i really like kissing him but i need to keep my feeling lockdown. ugh this is frustrating 

"I found my girlfriend in the kitchen" zayn shout as he rolled his eyes

"ZAYN NO MAKING OUT WITH MY SISTER AT LEAST NOT WHEN IM IN THE HOUSE" liam shout back making me laugh, i wonder if zayn sneak around at night to be with leah. It'll be a hella story to tell and i bet its exciting

"Dont worry liam im here" i shout

"WAIT IS THAT MY GIRL?!" I heard harry shout, my girl he called me my girl. It feels like the butterflies in my stomach, why the hell he calling me my girl effect me this much? "hey stranger" harry said as he peek my lips. ugh should i go with the ground ruless????