I woke up with a massive headache, last night me, harry, gemma, and serena go out to get some drink. I can barely remember what happened last night i look at the clock its already 7 i probably gonna look like a zombie when i go to school, ugh remind me again not to drink on sunday night.
I go to the bathroom and take a quick shower of course after shower i feel a little bit better, i walk to harry's room and wake him up. After 20 minutes try to wake him up he finally get up, when he left to the bathroom harry's phone wont stop buzzing i get it that he's popular but its still way to early in the morning to text dont you think?? I gasped when i saw who text him.
Its Candice, Fucking Candice.
I quickly open the text and i couldnt believe my eyes
Candice: c'mon harry i still love you:(
Me: dont you dare claiming you still love me when you cheated on me with my fucking best friend.
Fuck so Candice is his freaking first love, who makes him so afraid to admit his feeling for me.
Candice: I know you still love me harry, we both know that
Candice:
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Candice: dont you miss us?
Me: i have a girlfriend now, fuck off
Candice: so you're saying if you don't have a girlfriend you'll be mine again?
Me: no
Candice: hmm sure thing babe, but you're not denying the fact you still love me
Candice: im not surprised that you're with her i mean she looks exactly like me. Its like she can be my sister or something
Surprise bitch i am you half sister
Me: you're my first love candice, you're the first girl i trust and you're also the first girl that broke my heart.
Candice: i bet you only date madison because she looks like me
Candice: so you're basically saying that i will always have a special place in your heart. Despite everything that i done to you, you will always love me harry.
I dont bother to scroll down cause i know harry will admit he still have feeling for her, heck who am i kidding everyone have a special place for their first love. I forward a picture of them to me and delete the text
"Do you want to eat breakfast first" harry asked, i just look at him why did he pretend he doesn't know her when i introduce them. He love her he fucking love her, i feel like crying by the thought his lips on hers. Its all make sense now why harry been acting weird or gemma reaction when she saw her
Is that why he act so weird around her? "Halo earth to Madison" he said as he wave his hand in front of me, i dont know why im not blowing up yet but when i get to school i know for sure that im going to explode
"Breakfast sounds nice" i mumbled as i walk to kitchen, i cant stay here any longer. I cant face harry right now, i make sandwiches for me and harry. Im still trying to put it together why he lied, i dont get it honestly.
Of course the whole ride to school, we didnt talk. Well harry try to talk to me but i only nodded or shook my head, why why why its all over my head. How come one person can turned my life upside down? "Babe why are you ignoring me, did i do something wrong?" Harry asked i just shook my head.
as soon as harry parked his car i get out of his car ignoring the fact that he's calling after me. I walk inside and all eyes already on me "babe wait up!" Harry called behind me but i dont give a single fuck about him right now.
"Explained" i said as held my phone in front of Candice's face. She look at me and then back at harry "He's my ex okay? So what?" She huffed, so what?!
"And then why the fuck you pretend you dont know him when i introduced you to him! And why the fuck you text him telling him you still love him" I yelled, i really dont fucking care that everyone can heard me i really need explanation right now
"Stop yelling at me, because your boyfriend act like he doesn't know me so i play along" i turn from her to harry who's already behind
"Why do you act like you dont know her?" I asked looking harry on the eyes, i heard the bell ring "we'll talk outside" i said as storm out to the field
I stopped and turn around im surprised that Candice come with us oh maybe she thought i was talking to her too "why?" I asked looking at harry
"Because im really surprised to see her here, i never thought that i'll see her again" harry said, making my blood boiled.
"Well now that she's here what do you want? She definitely wants you back i saw the text" i spat looking at Candice, she really bring the worst in me.
"Nothing" harry said
"You shouldve told me the truth harry! And now i dont know what to believe, you're the one who told me to keep it real to always open up to you. But you're the one who keep all these secret from me" my voice cracked i hate it when im so angry that i start to cry "do you date me because i look like her!" I know I probably gonna regret this question, i look at harry he just look down to his shoes "whoa you're unbelievable harry" i mumbled, i can believe it. She wins.
I look at Candice one more time, she took my dad away from me and now she took my boyfriend too?! Without i even realized it my palm already on her cheek "Madison what the fuck" harry said looking at me, he look confused, sad, angry.
I let out a soft laugh "thats what she get for ruined someone life i hope you both rot in hell" i yelled as i leaving them both, did he fucking defend her?
Suddenly i feel someone grab my hand making me to turn around, harry just hug me so tight like he doesnt want to let me go "im so sorry i didnt tell you i thought its not important, and when the moment i want to tell you, you just found out about your dad and candice i really dont know what to do" he said
"Dont tell me she's not important when you clearly date me because i look like her!" I yelled as i pushed him away "you know what im done with you ha-"
"No no no please listen to me please" he begged and i finally give in "yes maybe the first time i told taylor im your boyfriend because you look exactly like her" i feel like someone just stabbed my heart it hurts "and at that time im clearly not over her, not yet" he continued, i just look him in the eyes, his eyes already watery please harry dont cry
"But then we start to hang we go on date, party, heck we even ditch school together. You show me so much passion and love and without i even realize it, i know that i fell for you. Madison please listen to me because i mean it, madison im completely, deeply in love with you. I love you maddie please dont leave me.. she means nothing to me, i want you" he sobbed
"I cant do this anymore harry im done with you, im sorry" i said as i turn my heels leaving them alone, i know that i love harry i really do but i cant deal with something like this. This is all too much way too much
