Yours

Part 13: kelly

I'm really nervous to get out from Harry's car like what would niall think about this? i really feel bad about niall. he doesn't deserve me at all, he's a great guy and i believe there's someone who's waiting for him out there and that person just not me. ugh i can't get myself to get out from harry's car it just really hard for me to do this, i know its not like me and niall exclusive or something but still i feel like I'm playing with his feeling and i don't like that. what am i gonna do with myself

"babe cmon" harry said as he open my door, i don't even realize he get out from the car. gosh what if niall see this. he doesn't bother to call me anymore after harry pick up his call yesterday. gosh I'm so cruel. i hopped out the car and thank harry, harry wrapped his arms around my waist like usual. this is so good yet so wrong because i feel guilty as fuck, when we got to my locker niall already there leaning against my locker.

fuck

"ni-"

"no i get it, its always gonna be harry. i get it" niall said as he walk away from me, should i run after him? yes i should i owe him apologize i hope he forgive me, i know he probably doesn't buy hey a girl can dream right?

i run after niall while harry calling my name don't get me wrong niall is right its always gonna be harry but right now i want to apologize because i really really feel bad about this whole thing, i don't like feeling guilty over something, the fact that i hurt someone is really bother me. "niall please let me explain"

niall turn around his eyes is bloodshot, fuck I'm a devil i hurt him fuck. "explain what? that i mean nothing to you? i like you a lot madison but i know my limit, when it comes to harry I'm nothing right? i know that you agree to go on a date with me only because you want to get over harry so badly. i know when i told you harry is there it caught you off guards making you only thi-"

"no niall when you told me harry was there I'm actually already see him when i go to the restroom. i know that he's trying to follow us and to be honest its a really great date niall it just that-"

"it just that I'm not harry" niall frowned, as much as i want to deny that just to make him feel better i can't because its true. everything is just great but niall is not harry.

"I'm really sorry that i hurt you niall, you are a great person and i believe there's a girl out there waiting for you to make a move on her. i don't deserve you niall I'm sorry" i pulled niall into a friendly hug, it really surprise me that he actually hug me back. "so friends?"

niall nodded as he pulled away and smile "yeah friends"

**

"Hey to the bestest peoples in my life" i said as i sit next to leah and taylor who's talking to ricky about something

"Bestest is not even a word" ricky said and i rolled my eyes "go rolled your eyes bitch i hope it stuck"

"You're mean" i frowned and he just shrugged "but that doesnt make me love you less" i smile looking at ricky and he rolled his eyes, ahh today just feels so good someone with harry likes me back and niall forgive me i feel like really alive right now.

"Someone in the good mood today" taylor smile looking at me

"Are you and harry back together?" Leah asked, wait what? how did she know? is it really that obvious?