it is mabye 12days before school starts up again, and im writing this as 6 am with no sleep. yeah, for school, i would have to be waking up in an hour.
i am so fucked.
we also had a summer reading project... i dont even know what the book is called
my mother refuses to take me to geet the new uniform, that i NEED to go to school. same with school supplies and sceduale pick-up. she claims its because of the lack of money.
she is the reason we dont have money
my dad and her have good jobs and make a good amount of money yearly, and yes we have claimed that we lived off of only my moms salary to get things because her and my dad arent married.
she says she dosent have money, when i dont see a lack of any of her addictions. ever. she still goes to the doctor when i dont think she needs it, can still make trips to the vet and pay possibly thousands of dollars, rent cars, buy us over- priced fast food when she dosent want to cook and other shit.
but no, she cant get us the bare minnimum of school supplies and uniforms, which are required by a goverment run facility,, BY LAW. on top of that, she dosent want to ITS HER DAYS OFF sceduale pickup is HER day off, not dads, the days school supplies are ON SALE is HER day off.
basically, our family would be better off (money wise) if something happened where it was just my dad and us 3
hell we might be better alltogether.
but i love her, shes my mom, i have to.